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2010-07-07T21:40:00.002+08:00

selamat mlm cinta(:

will be seldom posting here(: will move to tumblr currently.

get all my updates there then people.

sayang kamu2(:

ps: ppl might be thinking who am i in love wif.

get up straight ppl. hanya afeeq(: my one & only !!!!!!!!

&& soo yarr. i have move to tumblr! have fun searching<3

hot boy

2010-07-05T00:41:00.004+08:00

im shock enough when ure pic & name appear at mine phone.
URE CALLING ME.
its late nyte now. am i dreaming? hahahas.
he sound sweet. rindu the old old late night talk dgn dier. after 1yr gone case.

"i never fail to make u laugh when we are on the fone"-iwan

rindu kau, kawan !

u are soo extraordinary for me

2010-07-04T04:17:00.001+08:00

You superman. aku cinta kamu<3 !

i cant wait for 9 july really.
i wana wish my special or can i say my EXTRAORDINARY boy,
a happy 17 bithday.would he be suprise if i wish hym a happy birthday?
i hope soo boy.
aku sayang kamu. no one except kau bodoh.
cancel-ing all dumb-mers but not youu.

ps:i cant wait to see u once again. hoping soo it would be haapen on ur special day boy.
aku sayang ni anak, anak zaini.
how can i say i love hym soo much? grrr!

a-f-e-e-q

hate seeing ur sour face

2010-06-29T23:37:00.000+08:00

Selamat malam kekasih gelapku(:
^^^S for sweetheart<3

im wondering. really wondering.
kekasih gelapku keep on showing his sour face. what happen to you,sweetheart?
smile alaways !(:
seeing you tomorrow first thing in the morning.
no more sour face alright?

ps:ku mencintai mu,meskipon kau hanya,kekasih gelapku.
aku rindu senyuman kau,booodoh<3

tyme for chem

2010-06-29T16:42:00.001+08:00

Selamat petang cintaku,

Second day of semester two.
i could make it wif my chemistry right now, i can catch up wif what shes teaching
its GREAT(: tot it was a nightmare at first tyme. frens getting more motivated for chem now.
wonderful !
smile more alright chemistry teacher?((:
it would be awesome if teacher do this from the first start of the year
LCD was great. commitment? hahahhaha. lol !.

ps, aku rindu kekeasih gelap ku(:

I.T.E.Q

2010-06-28T22:29:00.000+08:00

Selamat malam cinta(:

Things running out my head when bestfren say,
"aku on the phone nga dier tap aku asyik teringat kn, _ _ _"

aku tao how bestfren feel. like seriously now,
aku rindu kan iteq.
rindu TERsangat. miss the 2yrs special frenship(:

ps:dont forget me bestfren whenever you got a new boyfren(:
now, aku tk kesah dgn sape2 u nk share secret wif, as long ure happy,
& im happy for you my dear bestfren.
remember this, i love youu soo much temanku,nuramirah.

tyme to sleep

2010-06-26T03:19:00.001+08:00

selamat pagy cinta.

I really cant snoorze off ryte now. eyes still wide open.
a day more to go before school reopen
hooray part is when sweetheart would always be infront of my eyes((:
& for sure at this tym when school reopen,i would already pulling my blanket
& already snoorze. hwk still stacking up. -_-
its just like a year of school holiday homework. tsk tsk.
i need to force myself to sleep now. out if family later on !
its tyme to sleep sha!

currently chatting wif naszri.
nas, go sleep tooo ! & dont talk nonsens((
nyte my handsome lad ! (: hahahs. must proud to be one hor !((:
nytenyte ppl. im soo forcing myself to bed!

SELAMAT MLM SWEETHEARTKU(:
ps:imysooomuch

back to you

2010-06-25T21:08:00.002+08:00

Selamat malam sweetheartku(:

i got nothing to update actualie. random here & there.
currently slacking at mac civic while surfing on the net after catching up toy story 3 wif zeeq.
seating here with full of hope really.
Anw , yes ! HOOOORAYYYY(:
i saw dier yesterday after almost two years of missing. 7.20sharp pm!
how happy i am. keep on smiling when im on my way home.
ITS HEAVEN !
only bestfren know i guess(:
nothing appearing ryte now. grrrrrr.
Now my wish didnt came thru ! OMG-_-
BOOORING. almost 9pm now.
&&&& WHERE ARE YOU?

new slacking place(:

ps: i miss youuu........AMIN(:

untuk kamu cinta,

2010-06-23T18:27:00.000+08:00

Selamat petang cinta.
Dia memilikiku dibelakang hari. Tetapi kamu memilikiku nari, esok dan seterusnya,cinta !

kita akan selalu berdua. dan enggak ada yg perna bisa memisahkan kita.
kita punyai cara kita sendiri. yg kita punya dunia kita sendiri.
Aku sayang kamu bodoh-radit dan jani(:

its you chuck

2010-06-18T16:04:00.000+08:00

dear chuck,
text keep receiving. smile keep appearing.
i keep replying, you keep reading. does not mean we keep contact, i keep on loving.
the more we contact , the lesser feeeling i hav(:
you know that i love bumping into you.
but that does not mean i still loving you.
get that in mind-gorgeous.
at last i manage to overcome it. im glad wif myself.

bbq pit was awesoome.

2010-06-17T17:53:00.001+08:00

~saturday 12062010

pasir ris bbq pit. ncc plus the june babies celebration. happy belated & advance birthday loves(:

great.awesoome.wonderful tyme. off to collect birthday cake with dini. mit as's daddy arrive to fetch us & off to pasir ris. van-ed there.

reached.

hurry to wrote the name on the cake. i did it. & i know it all in a mess!

next.

slack. bicycle-ed tyme. yes rent it . crazy tyme wif bestfren. hahas.

cutting cake at 7pm. they were suprise seeing their name on the cake as they don know what the real plan are.enjoy till nyte. laugh non stop. bbq non stop. eat non stop too. loud music keep on playing to make it more happening. midnyte approached.

~NYTE TYME

asry n gang came down. the more the merrier(:
expedition started. first point swamp. damn damn dark.

only the torch.

boys keep on scaring n making fun of ghost. hahas.

great tyme. its scary but i don feel it & idk why. 3 boys behing are hugging each other.
hahahs(:
on our way back. conflict started. bestfren & myself. im too mad at her.
vulgarities all out. scold her like mad. they were stunt but they know why.
im still wondering who that black suit guy. you look weird.
seeing you. the fight started.

NEXT STOP...............red house!
more adventure. more scary. its 3am when we reached. boys face turn pale. girls grab harder.
they saw it. they became silent. hurry to get out. but still sit there & talk.

was great overall. laugh non stop.
i love my lads ! more outing soon guys(:
how i wish tyme could pass soo slow. i miss that wonderful nyte wif them.
much great if sweetheart were aroud ! ! paitoa laa plk dekni. issshhh

asthetic nyte. 11062010

2010-06-17T17:28:00.000+08:00

more to update here & there. more to say too(: wonderful weekends i have.

~friday.
asthetic nyte. gorgeous clans i have. yes, they look soo smart & much more handsome. concert was okay not to the extreme of awesome yet. but somehow great too. ilovemyclans(: the gorgeous & handsome one(:
more pics on fb ppl(:

congrtas handsome cosion(:

2010-06-06T22:48:00.001+08:00

my weekends was a tiring weekends. back to back to bukit batok.
cosion's weeding(: congrats to abg boboy. the handsome brother i hav(:
saturday was tiring . headed to girls house, akad nikah. sunday the real weding started.
tiring week but great after all. i love it.
sunday he was in green ! haha. i love hym cox of that(: cool.
much work to do. boy side are usually tiring then the girl side.
sungguh kecoh. awesooome! no more weeding please cosion.
not every week. im sure gona die. hahas.

learnt it !

2010-06-01T16:56:00.003+08:00

good afternoon human beings(:
holidays started for those secondary & primary kids. but not for me.
not for those N & O level people. we are still keep on cho-ing for our examination(:
3 days of holiday at home makes me keep on reading on those dictionary to find wonderful words . wrote it down those meaning & maybe will be using for my english essay. kind of fun reading those dictionary. soo yaa had been cutting down tyme of meeting friends. spending tyme more at home.
facebook make me keep log in.
oouuhh yarr. i found this on fb, & i guess its kind of cool(:
"HUM TUMHE PYAR KARTE HAE(: "
i learnt this new sentence today. sweetheart, u must know what this mean ! aweeesooome.
hahahahs.
-saturday, ure back ! catch u soonn(:
i miss my lads.

Anw, HAPPY SWEET 16th BIRHTDAY TO GIRLFREN, NUR AQILAH BTE DAHLAN !
saye cinta kamu<3 !

friends have not ends.

2010-05-28T01:38:00.001+08:00

Sometimes people trying to get back what they usually have. but they fail to.

trying to catch up with the tyme tat they have wasted. trying to get back what belongs to them.

Each moment that you have wont be last long to you. it fade at times. its may walk away too at times.

but the most hurtful ones is when they walk without turning back or without a goodbye.

idk what else will be changing when im growing up. capture the moments. treasure the time. love the people. remember those people & lastly appreaciate those in ur life(:

yes i love the people who had been surrounded me all the past years.

those laughter . those pictures. those tears. those problems we hav. those nightmare.

soon i will miss those tyme wif them. new fren had come. old frens had gone.

soon u will realise that ure growing with different type of people as the time when by.

i miss those clans. the 552 clans. for sure i miss my best partner. my bestie,syazwan.

now become the sombong one !

had been a long tyme since we share our secrets,those chat. those laughter.

now it begin back. chatting wiff hym makes me wants back those frenship.

hes not changing. clumsy attitude there still. haha.

hes sharing , im hearing. hes talking, im listening. hes crying, im wipeing. hes laughing im joining(:

this what bestie did.

chatting wif hym now.alots of stories to be told. secrets will never end.(:

doo your best SYAZWAN ! hahahahs. goodluck tooo.

how i wish i could reunion back all those people that use to bright up my life wif smile & laughter. those wonderful people.

all gone. time ticking. people change.

i miss alot

2010-05-27T13:10:00.002+08:00

goodmorning blue earth(:
Atlast i manage to force myself to sit infront of this computer & check all my stuff. & finally too i manage to blog.
sory for making this diary of mine private. theres problem here & there.
today routine ain't the same as the past two days. woke up & i force myself to do some house work although my head a little bit heavy as if theres a big stone seating on it. cough like hell. wish to go to school but doctor dont let me too. asthma really make me rot at home. i hate to get sick. as i cant get tired. that means i cant go out too.. arrrgghh. i had miss 3 days of school. for sure the fun in class & all those crap classmate. hahahs. i miss alot of it. 1st & for most i had miss alot of lesson. especially emath. im trying to catch up. issshhhh-_- june holiday started but NOT for us. extended 2 more weeks. & i really need to force myself to catch up & study. u can shakinah(: now i realise that this blue earth rotate so fast i mean not fast MUCH MORE fast that i usually thought.
aim for this school reopen is to buck up with my math & sciences ! yes i need too.
talking about math whats the formula i could remember is only general solution .
that is THE MOST EASIEST FORMULA I COULD REMEMBER(:
haha. if i could remember this why not others formula. (:
i REALLY NEED TO WAKE UP. not to late i guess.
making & trying to make my emath teacher proud that I CAN DO IT((:

now i really need to make myself fully recover. tired of coughing. tired to eating all those different kind of medicine.
really make me tired.
thanks to those ppl,aunty angelina, hidayah,zeeqah,nasri,putri,wen qing for the GET WELL SOON txt.
takecare ppl. i miss school. gyeah((:

imyfeeq

2010-05-24T17:25:00.005+08:00

im sooryy for making this diary of mine private. some reason here & there.
anw this precious soul keep on appearing in my mind.
i MISS hym soo much & what more can i say.

I MISS YOU MUHAMMAD AFIQ BIN ZAINI.
& i wish to tell you this,love.
ure the best that i ever had friend(:

bestfriend was here posting

2010-05-21T14:50:00.001+08:00

bestfriend rocking her post. basically, busy browsing through all the old pictures of life changes. Things change. From the assha to w.a.s.h then r.a.s.h following up the 552 clans and now mixtures of forever after. Abnorend things we did. Not looking where trouble may come but focusing on the fun time we had as a groups of friend. Words cant be explain. xoxo, i love them(:

sweetheart

2010-05-19T20:18:00.000+08:00

Its awessoome when youu look & smile at me just like you did sweetheart !

its just like a gift from a god.

ily(:

one less lonely passerby

2010-05-16T19:57:00.000+08:00

Making ur own mark on this small blue earth is hard.
if its easy everybody would do it. but if u manage to do wif all ur patience then its great.
its hard for someone to manage their own life. wif all those bloody fucker around u. those idiots who trying to make fun of you. those PASSERBY who enter ur wonderfull life without being invited but still they feel happy. own people got their own personalities as the lord shiva that had create them or had make them like how they are now. but still theres another someone who is still cant judge their ownself but busy judge-ing others.
life its hard to make ur own way but when u can then ure leading a better pavement without being guide by others. GO & GET UR OWN LIFE PASSEBY. its great to have ur own life without busybody-ing with others. let them smile as they wish. let them in love wif some they wish. let them contact wif someone as they like & let them be as how they want. get ur ownself then get others. don make urself popular with doing some low age stuff but get ure self popular wif what u have(:
try not to become someone of success but rather try to become someone of value(:
no point being rubbish to someone but being good to HER BESTFREN. as ure are just licking back what u had spit(:

sleeping will be the timetable for today(:

2010-05-14T15:36:00.001+08:00

i wonder how school today. absent for no reason. just that i feel like sleeping much longer & not to woke up at 6am. obviosly i miss the chance seeing my handsome sweetheart.<3 gorgeous txt assking am i in school.am wondering why.
science result out day. i got no idea whether im passing or failing. but most probably im gona fail. fail non stop. lord vishnu please help me !
am wondering too whos the lucky one who mark my PHYSICS paper(: hahahs.
today im soo gona stick at home. will not be going out. the wheather make me stays at home & sleep . much better.
had no idea where will my plan be this weekends.
any plan? or should i just be at home & spend tyme sleeping?. ahaaa(:

im going take my afternoon slp now. bed is waiting(:
imysweetheart !

sweetheart!

2010-05-13T21:05:00.000+08:00

i cant wait for school to end. i wanted to look forward for the ncc POP as i knew i will sure see hym.

my sweetheart ! yes he was soo damn hot in his ncc uniform. meltmeltmelt !(:

walk home after that but before that i did turn & look at hym for the last tyme. turn & guess what, he was looking at me & i was just smiling ! im paiseyyy(: lol.

today sweetheart look damn hot in his uniform !

wo ai ni !

moster that make my day terrible

2010-05-12T21:15:00.002+08:00

As i said school today wont be tat awesoome as it usually be. i regret coming. i shld just stay put at home & keep on snoring till 2pm that i usually do(: school was like hell. totally like hell. youu could see those big big monster with a red bloody faces walking around holding on to those stack of exam paper. yes start of the lesson early in the morning we got nag.as usual when came to the end of exam period, its like a hobby for those bigbig red monster to nag. nag till the lesson end. & all of us will be like a stone sitting wif our bloody idiot faces listening to their nagging as if it was like a boring puppet show. im too sleepy to listen to tat human tat will stand infront of the class & talk like a train wif no break ! thank got the first lesson,chemistry up to 15mins. how thankfull i am.but i cant be seeing her as she will sure say "improve ur chemistry hor" next its eng. mr fariz said our class had done a good effort ! "well done he said to 4n1 for getting 9 out of 44 people who pass" hahahhas. his the best ! nothing tat shot out from his mouth(: DNT? .. another disaster ! soon its math. this is what 4n1 would said BIGBIG disaster had approach. soon everything will be upside down. emath, i fail badly. very very bad. for sure she will compare & contrast. nag non stop. at that point of tyme i had been wishing to hav a black magic so that im out from that class or change my sitting place to the back & not infront of her ! how i wish those balck magic had help me. but none was granted. surely she will nag staright at me. "promises are only words hor?" looking at me & said. " january stayback and do math another 3 mths where hav u gone huh?" keep on talking to me. but i was like go in the right ear & go out at the left ear.BUT i think not even go into my right ear. lol. those ppl wif the third eyes i guess cold see tat my ears are getting red & smoke coming out. half of the day got nag. but what i know i did not make any promises wif her but wif my form teacher. malay. fuuhh scolding session too. but im sleeping. i cant take it. just feel like sending myself to IMH straight away after school or just release my stress by eating "breeks" aka "bricks".what a bloody hell day today !
i no longer see a teacher walking around the school but big big monster, yes !
This how my subjects teacher look like when entering the class. scary enough !

it starts again !

2010-05-11T22:52:00.002+08:00

school resume as per normal tomorrow & im soo lazy for lesson.
soo lazy to hear those human who stands infront & teach. lazy to hear if they starts to nag.
another topic will be out. need to empty my brain for a new topic. hopefully it won be damn hard. i wish !
exam paper soon will be given out. cant wait to see the bloody bad result tat will be written in tat bloody red ink pen by those markers. cant wait for emath result plus the awesoome nagging that will always be the same. no change at all.i knew i had flug my malay paper. mdm azah had a talk wif me about how drasctically i had drop for my malay. how am i going to improve if theres 6 subject & 8 teachers are pushing me to get a better result. what a life ! thank god ! atlast i manage to make my own form teacher happy. i had said my promise . hahaha. HOPE UR HAPPY !~
im sleepy. i need to sleep. need to lead another disaster day tomorrow.
\gorgeous go sleep tooooo ! stop talking crap. hahahas.
enuf txting. get well soon uhhh. nytes !(:

awesome day out

2010-05-11T22:01:00.002+08:00

Life wont be complete without friends(: they are the awesoome one.
had a day out wif this group of clans. the wonderful ones. out to celebrate the last day of our paper. hahas. this what the N level ppl this year did(: sentosa is our destination. although it was about to cancel the plan. but we go on still. those who paitao are such a jerk ! ( the boys i mean)
day till nyte wif them. the laughter, the teasing & the fun tat we had can't be stop.
i just love this wonderful company ! thanks to adib's nikon camera tat had capture thousands picture.

i love it(:

Happy mother's day mama

2010-05-09T20:54:00.004+08:00

HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY MAMA(:

had been spending tyme wif her at home all day long today.

making lagsania wif her(: awesoome. delicious.

shes making it for me as i keep on craving for lagsania. hahas.

now waiting for sis to came back wif a surprise for her(: sungguh good.

yes,I LOVE HER SOO MUCH although her nagging cant be stop.shes my NUMBER 1 mum<3

SELAMAT HARI IBU,

IBUKU. ILOVEYOUUU

one stone kill two bird

2010-05-07T17:50:00.008+08:00

mr cai>>>>

Its like finally friday ! no stress, no homework , no need
to brush ur head for some knowledge. isn't it wonderful?
how i wish my weekends would be ALWAYS awesoome like this(:
~today paper,
-okay.
-manageable.
-no stress.
-no headache.
-unexpected i would do without ant hesistate.
-it was EMATH that i manage to do wif no stress.
-am i going to pass? thinking twice.

hahahahs. thats E.math. BUT chemistry give me some headache.
i did rubbish.
i learnt nothing.
i revise nothing.
i remember nothing &
still i seat for the paper.
awesooome. great job-_-
atleast i did. &
atleast i manage to wrote something.

back home tyme wif haziqah & hidayah. like what people use to say , "one stone kill two bird"
(: saw MY mr cai when im having my ice kacang at foodcourt. he was smiling & waving ! im sooo damn damn happy. starstruck(: meltmeltmelt.
-second i saw my mr GORGEOUS(: when im waiting for bus.
yesyes. happy enough. too too happy. mr gorgeous was just smiling & laughing. BUT i didnt smile at hym. pasiseyy hor. its wonderful PLUS awesoome if this happen everyday(:

today i did manage to buy PAU for breakfast like he did(:
bestfren just entetain me. like layan kan ajer. hmmpf! BUT sad thing hes not in the canteen !
Sweetheart where are youu? he didnt smile at me the whole week. issssssssh !
monday. im soo gona smile at hym !(: hahas.
-okay im done !
gorgeous! txt me larhhh oii.

im giving up

2010-05-06T21:07:00.001+08:00

first thing first i want to mention is that i HATE e.math to the core right now.
no more trying as im giving up.
im giving up,giving up,giving up.
i want to drop . if i can.
my head nearly burst just now.
my brain nearly drop to the ground.
my eyes is just feel like shutting down & go to sleep.
scratching my head like a bloody monkey.
my pen cant stop scribbling all those number on tat piece of paper call 'e.math MYE'.
i know i will sure get 1 digit for my paper.
i really really really want to GIVE UP ! grrrrrr-_- how i wish theres no such thing call 'math' in the earth.
its really shit. make me go mad.
i just give up on today paper.
thats is emath paper 2 & DNT. i just feel like sleepin all the way.
wat the hell go to math wif my daily life?! grrrrrrr.

Tomorrow bad bad day will come.
another headache. im half dead for school tomorrow.
half alive. half brain.
E.math paper 1 & chemistry. like dreaming as i sit for both paper tat im not good at in one day.
& i have to squeeze my brain like hell for the bloody ans.
another nightmare(:
teachers PLEASE stop naging when im fail. please.
my ears will burst too not only head(:
everything have to be in BLOD . as im too tired for math. everyone have to know this!

currently chatting wif ezza.
sory for the MR tompok pic uhh.
her mr hotstuff picture. -_-
TERbuang. klw TER tuu name nyer tk sengaje kn ezza? betol(: ?
hahahs. nxt tyme aites?. sorry sorry.
next im missing my sweetheart too much;(
now im goin to bed.
ms lim say sleep b4 10pm to do better for e.math.
will it work for me? LOL!
GOODNYTE !

IM GIVING UP WITH THE BLOODY MATHS! grrrr-_-

like wat my EMATH teacher says.
"if youu see any red marks, tat is not a red pen ink but ITS MY BLOOD!"

i want this & that

2010-05-04T21:48:00.002+08:00

i really don know what this post should be.
i really wants my MYE too end soon. soo soo soon(:
soo tat im not early for home. & more tyme seeing sweetheart?
i really wants to be free always.
i really wants teachers to stop naging.
i really wants a better life in school.
i want derulo to invigilate my class during exam.
i really wants to go shopping & grab all i want with no need $$$.
life is better if tats happens.
next i really wants tat DC shoe!
i want a new shirts,bottoms,accessories & more.
i really wants to kicks all those asshole OUT from life.
i really really want MONEY! (a need i guess)
i want to travel non stop.
i want to sleep.
i want my zac efron socks.
i want too pass(:
i want my STARBUCKS.
& i really wants to always meet hym when im on my way to school!
can all this be done? hahha.
tats my wants.
not a thousands. just a list. life gona be soo wonderful if this been granted(:

this really not yet include wat i need.
things really change alot even my form teacher change too.
lol-_-
soo far i had been steping into the library.
studying ! had been holding books for notes.
no more labour day. & its tyme to LABEL ur brain wif all those notes.
bloody bloody notes.
MYE is still on going.the worst part is emath still not yet pass!
brain melting sooon. i bet i can die seeing those emath papers.
now im pushing myself learning GEOGRAPHY !
the topic i HATES the most. the teacher i LOVES the mossst.
a better life without need to learnt all this.

i just want tyme tooo pass so fast soo tat i could finish my MYE soo fast too(:
its great i guess.
okay its tyme to eat & sleep.
not soo soon as gorgeous is texting me.
hahahh. goodnytes asshole(:

am i still dreaming

2010-04-30T22:02:00.002+08:00

social studies was OK larh. atleast wat i had been revising was out.
finally wat ii had been studying were out IF not haywire it will go(:
thanks to mr adib.
but ii got no enough tyme to do. my flu make me waste like a thousand of tyme !-_-
the last question ii just scribble it as i left 5min to complete a 13marks question.
hell yeah.
i just scribble like a doctor handwritting-_-
and wrote wats up on my mind. wat ii know it does not link at all.
am ii goin to fail again for ss?
haaaaayooooo.
that was my 2nd paper.
my first paper ii can say its like shit as all passage are abot divorce !
boooring ! i just do wat ii can.
& yes i had put in all of my effort to do it. soo am i goin to pass this paper?
I HOPE SOO!(:
next will be emath paper?
im goin crazy preety soon. my head will burst like hell.
FOMULA,FORMULA,FORMULA. = DIE,DIE,DIE

I hate when it come to exam period as i got lesser tyme to spend tyme wif my frens at school.
or wat can ii say? a little tyme seeing my sweetheart:(
but the good thing is tat i could go home early & sleep as much as i want:)
its awesoome(:

suddenly now i realise tat i had spent too much of my life on this blue earth wif my frens.
not my family & cousion. i just cant even recognise my own relative.
amazing for me. i cant even recognise my own blood relative when im on the same lif wif hym.
hahahs. he was looking at me and i was like wat this old matrep wants.
till he say out my name then i know tat his my own relative.
im soo dumb.

im off soon. not soo soon for me to blog a nxt post.
i need to study & revise all those IDIOTIC FORMALU tat will make me carzy soon.
now im craving for ice kacang. thanks mum for buying for me one. ily!
even though my nose are creating much noise. sneeze non stop. ooooooooo.
shit !
ehh yeah i miss tat gorgeous(:

its finally tyme to keep choing

2010-04-28T20:40:00.001+08:00

im still leading with my happy life(:

after the previous post, i could still laugh & smile wif my frens,family & sweetheart!

they always make my day sooo wonderful!

okayyy. i had been spending tyme revising & studying wif the loves ones.

yess IM STUDYING ! atlast !

but as usual. i really cant concentrate but im trying(:

atlast mid year is here. tomorrow 1st paper will be english.

hoping for the best.

aftermath will be goin home straight & mit out wif others for study.

------today-----

another day tat i hav to go thru.

and yess. thanks to my frens for gaving me a "suprise".

thanks love for the pic! i love it alots. its bestfren idea i guess sooo.

thanks. yesss I LOVE THE PIC DAMN MUCH(:
gona keep tat pic in file!

school period is like soo short today-_-

gyeaahh im happy got to txt wif that gorgeous the whole lucky day yesterday.

keep on studying too gorgeous(:

hahahas. okay i need to revise some notes now& have to go to bed preety early today.

need a enuf & good rest to lead for another day tomorrow.

hoping for the best! !

GOOODLUCK FOR THE 1ST PAPER TOMORROW MY DEAREST 4N1 & ALL MY PEEPZ!(: KEEP ON CHO-ING ! ! !

no more yoouuu. now its YOU!(:

it end here & im not turning back again

2010-04-25T18:02:00.007+08:00

In life,

sometimes things happen to you tat may seems horrible , painful & unfair at first.
everything happen for a reasons. Nothings happen by chance or by means of goodluck.
times really means alot.
someone hurts you,lies to youu, betray youu.
but still u forgave them for they help you learn & realise the importance of life.

i have to let youu go for u to built ur happiness.
its okay for me to get hurts once again as long as ur happy & im happy for youu.
idk whyy im soo sturbborn keep on waiting for youuu.
ure my daily topic to my frens.
i keep on waiting for ur txt & calls everynyte since u did call me tat day.
but u didnt turn up. instead im keep waiting each nyte tat came & pass.im not gaving up.
keep gaving you chances. but u don even realise tat u are making me like a no life toys.
cameback when theres no girls out there u can contact.
as maybe for me tyme makes ppl change tat can make them realise tat at times they did hurt others.
im not regret in waiting for you.
im not regret loving you.
im not regret gaving u wat u wants a times.
im not regret answering all those late nytes calls.
im not regret making frens wif u.
im not regret giving u chances.
im not regret leaving the person i love just for u
& im not even regrets for once crying for you.
but i regret for not taking care of you.
now tat u asking me to go for other guy as u are such a fcuking person?
tas ur reason of leaving me. but im still enduring it.
im trying to give in wif youu. but u don let me too.
when u came, im trying to behave.im trying my best to end those call without qurral.
i just wish to start a new wif youu.im happy like the earth is mine when u came back & i know tat my wish hav came true. but u didn't change even a little.wat u manage to say is tat ure not for me.u just don even understand me instead u says the negative to me. everything u point it to me.

now tat i hav decide to stop loving youu.
im trying myself to forget u. as if we hav not met before.
im deleting our pictures. ur numbers so tat nothing reminicise me of you.
those girls tat u have love before are such a lucky one to have youu.
if i were to be urs maybe i could label myself as a lucky person in the earth.
now tat i know tat i have make a such a big mistake of not taking care of u in the first palce we met each others. now im starting to miss youu. im starting too miss ur voice. strating to miss hearing u saying "i love you"
starting to miss the first tyme when we holds hand .
in life people have to let go someone they love. &
now i letting you go. soo please don ever came back like u use to.
& its like more then onces u came & go as u wish. & im here waiting like an idiot.
as im not goin to bother u again & im not going to gives u chances again.
stop contacting me. if this ure wishing for.
i have to let you go although i LOVE yoouu AFEEQ.
i just one thing from u. realise this tat someone do love you.
the last post. if youu were reading this afeeq, i hope u know how much I LOVE YOOUU.
& how much i have done just to make u happy my dear<3

~~iloveyouiloveyouiloveyouiloveyouiloveyouiloveyouiloveyouiloveyouafeeq!~~

its tyme to move

2010-04-25T13:20:00.001+08:00

flu really sucks like seriously.
hate it soo much. hope to go school tomorrow.
really hope! as i wana see my sweetheart<3
friday. a normal school routine day.
but amazing as form teacher really treats me soo well.
idk whyyy. shes like being & gaving good attention to me.
keep on calling me her "little"girl.
am i soo little to her? NO ! im 16 already. not a 6years old girl.(:
frens said maybe she had lost her mind. tats why she treats me differently.
hahahs.teacher can be soo different nowdays. maybe she get a good attention last nyte wif her husband!
who knows?. haha.

weekends really makes me rot at home.
had not being going out. just spent time sleeping at home.
yesss! finally i got to slp as much as i wants(:
mum really happy seing me at home all day long as her $$ is save.
friends asking me out. but too lazy.
bestfren tooo. but bed keep on calling me.
had been studying physics yesterday. doin homework before goin to bed.
accompany by him thru messaging(:
txting hym & he reminisces me of someone.
someone tat i would txt or reply before im goin to bed.
someone whom i looking forward to his message when its 10pm.
someone who will nag at me to study before goin to bed.
& someone who will be telling me bedtyme stories before i doze off(:
yes! tat someone is a special someone to me.
idk whyy last nyte i had been waiting for his call/txt before i doze off.
i know tat waiting for his txt might not happen again but still im having tat inch of hope;(
i tsuj ssim uooy IDEEHSAR
i really need to move on & not staying put here.

okayyy i need to revise now ! mid year this thursday!(:

its the end

2010-04-22T23:16:00.002+08:00

Finally ! its our 2009 exco POP(pass out parade) (:
its the last day of me wearing the uniform.
promote up to staff sargent(: awesoooome!
im sooo gona miss wearing the uniform.
how fast tyme really past. we step down and a new exco stands up.
wishh youuu guys all the best in handling all the stuff tat we use to handle.
goodluck in achiving the better ones(:
no more cca for us. study is the main piority now!
& cant wait for YOG..
N level left 4 mths ?!
congrats to NPCC too. as its thier POP too today.
ncc will be nxt week. haha. soo looking forward for hym((:

april end soon and im halfway done wif my dnt product.
yes! will be finishing preety soon i guess. if im not tat lazy*
make a keychain during my free tyme.
& idk why i could spell his name out at tat piece of keychain.
idk why tat four letter stay put in my brain!
idk tat i could still remember spell out tat name!
& idk how come i could write down tat name
"A.F.E.E.Q"
written at my keychain. maybe i miss hym toooo much.
but he still could not understand-_-
like what i had learnt during LCD. love need patience((:

alright today nothing much. seat for my malay oral.
yes i manage to talk alot eventhough i was nervous seeing "mak long" face!
but mrs farah encourage me from far !
thanks. playing lego while waiting for my turn.
&& tats make the room silence as wan,zac,me,yaya was concentarting on tat lego.
& i make something!

when the talkative get something, their mouth tends to shut.
yeahh tats it(:
** wan don forget my watch!*
talking to this feller & i miss talking & havin a long conversation wif hym since
our frenship became far apart. miss jokin ard wif this idiot tooo.
bestfren should know why ii treasure hym alot as a fren of mine.
yes, his my bestie((: my bestie is sooo handsome now. ryte bestfren?
ahaaaaaaaaa.
alright. im goin too bed now. sleepin is all i could think now.
goodnyte!

catch whats u want

2010-04-21T21:17:00.013+08:00

emma tag me this foto & im sooo dam happy(:

mrflavian derulo. idk why am tooo obsess wif^^^

he is just soo hot . mine smile will appear when HE appear.

hes my goodmorning greeting in parade square.

hes my motivator.

my attention in school to search for.

my favourite teacher.

big dream im having(:

friends cant stop disturbing me wif this BLACK ! even the whole class.

yes his BLACK, his ABANG, his CAMOFLAGE,& yes his everything !

happy? -_- booooring !

bestfren really cant stop disturbing me saying BLACK.

yes watver. as long u are happy when im mad.-_-

tuesday yesterday.another awesoome day.

only awesoome when came to the part of seeing favourite teacher

& when i could hav the chance to smile at hym(:

tats preety awesooome.

as usual after recesss. friend would play SHAKINAH PROPERTY.

this tyme round my pencil box taken by stupid cherylkoh!(:

& kept in her class.

she pass to hym after tat for hym to return to me. 1st its my water bottle now......

im damndamn happpy(: obviously when he pass me my pencil box & laugh at me. o.o(:

starstruck.hillrious! meltsmeltsmelts.

im soo gona keep my pencil box save.

mit favourite teacher again today during DNT.

thanks bestfren for calling me(:

ran ouT wif my apron just to see hym.again& again just to see hym.ahaaaaaaa.

haaaaaaaaaapyyyy. but still mr tan puts shakinah excellent in the class record book!

amazing? lol

but yessss ! its the first tyme besstfren says tat his hot yesterday! ahaaaaaaaaaaaa(:

*wink*

~~yesyesyesyesyes its SWEETHEART<3~~

we are still enjoyin

2010-04-18T20:03:00.001+08:00

its like already 3rd week of april. its sooo damn fast.
& i have not been revising but instead of that i had been keep flying kite wif all my awesooome clans.
had been slacking non stop , planning for the upcoming weekends. but none of them plan to go for study. hahahs(:
wif them u will laugh non-stop till ur jaw drop.
yesterday was another day wif them.
tot of flying kite but it rain. soo ALIPOM! is wat we played yesterday.
awesoooome(:
planning to play it tomorrow in school during recess.
stupid plan!(:
its like finally monday tomorrow. cant wait for school. planning to go school late tomorrow.
as i want to skip eng class. oral presentation tomorrow! another touchering day.
female teacher please get ur mood right alright?
afternoon will be miting tat songsang guy wif frens.
(to be comfirm) rahsia kerajaan.
okayookayyy ! needa pack my school stuff.
**asri keep tat in mind(:**

awesooome tuesday

2010-04-15T20:03:00.002+08:00

wonderful tuesday(:

but too bad didnt mit hym again in the morning. hahahs
but yea he accompany me wif messaging all the way in class till afternoon(:
&& he bring tat topic out. now i know everytin. thanks for telling the truth(:
(; (: (: (:

class as usual. but its soo dam hot lately.

tuesday ! & yea sweetheart sure pass-by my class. hahahs(:
all he could do is just stop,look,smile& laugh !

cute? hahahhas. im super falling in love wif sweetheart(:

BUT i just cant believe yoouu using tat phone . ouuhhh paiseyy laa.

assembly supersuper great. shouting & cheerin non stop.

N1,N2&N2 together again !

back to class tyme was awesooome !

playing the tie game. beat each other.

one verses all. cool? im super strong. -_-

pushing me into all the express classes.

some teacher whos teaching in class just look when i just dash into their class.

laughing nonstop. awesoooome mates i hav(:

back class 15mins late. ms lam react as if nothing happens.

good teacher ! -_-

home tyme. library for cooling area wif wan,zac.yum,ryan,irvin& yaya.

fighting happens . hayaaaa ! stuupid librian i could just say. ***k !

-_-im totally sleepy now.

goin bed damn early today.

goodnyte !

goodnyte my handsoome boy<3

get in track shakinah !

2010-04-12T21:25:00.002+08:00

12april. YESYESYES u start my monday morning preety well boy. hahahs.
early early in the morning got to mit hym at 900 bustop !
such a good start of my monday morning ! totally happy(:
but i didn't even look at hym & smile.
paiseyyyy laaaaa. txt is just enough(:
ure my bestt start of my monday morning(:

okay. nothing happen to today.
the UG apologise will be done tomorrow morning.
since ms azleen,mr flavian(: & mr aaron kind of busy.
ncc do come please ! hahas.
hope soo the punishment wont be tat heavy. please uhh teachers.
no CWO please !

april really gav me such a headache.
not only me but frens tooo.
last year 09 april gav bestfren such a nightmare !
is it my turn this year? oo.oo !

bla bla bla !.....i hav not done any revision yet.
&& my mid year left 18 more days?
yea. my class did a countdown! ouh shit sooo fast!
i hav to rush everything & stop playing !
STUDY STUDY STUDY is all i need ryte now.
die preety soon.

I NEED TO FOCUS ON MY STUDY ! NO LOVE LOVE.
please got tat in mind SHAKINAH KAMSAN

afeeq? no. no ! let hym be. (eid dna og)
_ _ _ _ _ _? aaahaaa !
study ? yesssss !

4NAs'10 the best !

2010-04-09T23:49:00.002+08:00

speachless and tears droping not stop.

i really cant bear seeing them on stage.

i really cant bear seeing them get hurt.
its really hurt to hear the wacking sound.
yes ! they are my friends. & i really love them.

the hall was totally silence when it go on.

im trying to hold on my tears but i cant.
i feel soo bad ! as for me its my fault too!

but why they are the one who get shouted.

why they are the one who serve the punishment? &
why they are the one who feels the pain?
its the first tyme seeing them feel soo soooryyy.
friends really cant hold the tears.
its damn damn hurt seeing the one youu love,
the one who share their laughter & the one who called "FRIENDS"
get hurt & ure there but cant do anything.

its not end yet. soon one more problem coming .

yes we deserve the punishment .

watever it is. the NAs are here to make us stand & not to fall AGAIN !

I LOVE YOOUUU GUYS ALOTS !<3

(to the UG ppl tooo, i love youuu guys.

one for all, all for one !).
URE my friends.
only god know how i feel for them.

Remember, we stumble,everyone of us.thats why its a comfort to go hand in hand.

especially for 4NA'10<3
ure the brave ones !
syazwan,rusde,zaidil&idzhar<3
its the moment tat shows , how much we care for the FOUR of them.
its really unexpected tat it hits us tat hard seeing u guys get hurts!

pull ur ego down SHAK!

2010-04-07T20:28:00.019+08:00

bestfriend really motivate me sooo much to be into hym.
its random here. as im asking bestfriend opinion.
yess im too confuse about this guy.
i don know what he really wants after quite a year of...
its hard to understand hym like seriously.
i donnoe whether you are here for me
or youu are just a passerby once again.
i donnoe whether you are the one
or youu are just pretending.
youu make the topic out again
&& soon the fight started.
tell me wat youu want
or am just soo gona leave as
i really could not undestand youu boy.
u keep twisting the question &
how am i suppose to answer?
im soo not understand hym.
but what bestfrend said is tat i should pull my ego down.
&&; try to control my sarcasticm.
if both are putting their ego. till forever it wont ends.
in every fone calls it sure end wif a fight .
is it a must?
is it a must to asked about hym?
-_- im sooo pissed off!
but then what bestfrend said is quite true.
im trying(:
baaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa !
&& bestfren gav this quote to me.
its kind of sweet. it just love it soo much.

if you both are meant to be together,surely one day both path of life will eventually cross onces again(:

awesoooome !

thanks bestfriend,nuramirah(:

i LOVE YOOUUUU sooooo muccccchhhhh

keep going !

2010-04-06T22:54:00.004+08:00

ferstly yeaahhh i had just taken my oral yesterday.
but i guess i did it soo BADLY . especially when came to the picture description.
im lost ! i just say a few things & im stuck-_-
idk how to start & how to end ! shit-_-
school currently gaving me a headache.
&& im sick this few days. tooo tired.
im preety irritated wif all the medicine tat i had to take !
eeyyooo irritating medicine. i hate it:(

okay secondly. idk whyy people keep on doin stupid stuff.
just like a small kid. yess i hate her. hate her preety well.
youu are just too awesoome for me to hate youu BITCH !
you should know to whom im referin to(:
stupid TOILET !

thirdly i just feel tat god love me soo much.
yess "he" grand thruu my wishes.
-let me be on track wif hym after a fight.
-god bring hym back to me.
yesss ! frens know tat i had been contacting wif hym.
the txtes tat countinue from day to nyte(:
im happy as im back in track wif hym(:

fourth.
05042010. afeeq. yeahh he gav me a shock.
gaves me a appear offline msg. im preety happy !
the most thing i could do is tat my tears drop ! o.o
~~I MISS HYM THE SUPERBOYBADLY !~~
people say if he were to came back to you, it mean tat
he are meant to be yours(:
the conversation started & countinues till late nyte till it turns up to be
a late nyte call. how much ii miss talkin to hym on the fone:(
its such a coinciden as i was bloging abot hym & he reads it
and tat makes hym started the conversation.
yessssss ! u are back boy! but please stay & don leave.
&&& i have to leave ITEQ:(

fifth
i had not been preparing for the up-comin exam !
sungguh tired ! && yar sweetheart pass me my water bottle !
im soooo gona keep & not wash it. hahahahs(: (; (:
im off now. dad needs to talk wif all of us.
family talks. im wonder wats its about-_-
o.o. sungguh kecooh(:

~~sweetheart<3~~

afeeq came back please

2010-04-05T20:34:00.000+08:00

Obviously i miss this guy damn alot! am wondering how are youuu now.
yesss bestfren did asked me to contact back wif hym.
i did try but it turn out not to be good:(
he is the topic tat i always mention to bestfren(:

how ii wish i could get hym back? its a new year started but why am i still loving hym?

oouuhh god ! can i hav hym back?

gyeaaaahh he teach me wats does love really means.
hes the one tat make each of my day.
but no longer now.
when his name appear in my fone,
how happy i could be?
how much ii miss hym.
miss talking on the fone,
miss the quarral tat we used to had.
miss his laughter !
& most of all i miss kissing u boy !

i miss yoooouuu AFEEQ!;(

awesoome 1st april

2010-04-04T14:57:00.000+08:00

three days of holiday make me keep rotting at home. had been spending tyme still wif all the joker. the best best fren. had no tyme to blog-_-

school sport carnival was soo damn awesoooome !
enjoy it damn fcuking much. its far better then sports day(:
hahahs. yaahhh co-incidentally sweetheart wear the same colour shirt with me(:
its pink colour !
ahhhh soooo sweet(: hahahs.
its the best carnival ever i bet. am soo gona miss secondary life.
its sungguh awesoooome.

alright then. just a short post here ! miting clans preety soon.

nuramirah

2010-03-31T20:58:00.001+08:00

i really feel so grateful having her by my side(:

yes obviously I LOVE HER.

i really treasure the moment i had wif her.

she makes me feels tat i will never be alone.

she makes me laugh whenever tears start to roll.

she makes me know tat she will never walked away.

shes the one who seat & listen to wat ii hav to say although it late nyte

or even its bored.

she the one who walked in when others walked out.

she the friend tat i find my second self(:

she the charming garden tat makes my soul bloossom !

beside me you stand,

beside me u walk.

youu are there to listen, you are there to talk.

with happiness, with smiles,

with pain and tears

i know you"ll be there,

throughout the years(:

***people says bestfren are hard to find-that is because the best is already MINE(:***

-DEDICATED TO NURAMIRAH<3

she already get on my nerve

2010-03-30T23:39:00.002+08:00

seriously im super pissed off with those who does not have their own originality. super super irrtated wif this bloody idiot ! im totally fed up with tat FUCKER !

shes already test me over my limit. kaninabehchowcheebyee!
come'on laa . stop testing me to make URSELF HAPPY, fucker !

"SWEETHEART" i love youuuuu(:

go && find ur motherfucker own word for ur irritating boyfi(:

don ever feel tat im referrin to you(:

2010-03-30T20:21:00.001+08:00

~~things getting haywire nowdays. i just hate what im facing ryte now. i mean currently right now.~~

~~i really don care of wat u don wish to tell me but the most hated part is when you share something wif someone i hate the most. it seems tat ** should know everythin then i do~~

~~ii just hating ** to the core ryte now. get a life laa bodo! wats ur problem?~~

~~its getting more & more irritating. if you wish to share something wif **,~~

~~i don care. but PLEASE not infront of me as maybe,sometimes i may feel jealous of that.~~
~~yes, i shut my mouth when both of u know something tat i don know & u talked infront of me.~~

~~as for me i really don hav the bloody time & attitude to open my mouth & ask.~~

**you should know how UR BESTFREN feels.

~~get the hell out from my frenship nigguh. you are just making me irritated wif ur bloody attitude.~~

~~im fine if you feel liking grabing ** away from me. im PREETY fine.~~

~~maybe everything ii sholud be 2nd to know & maybe ii should just be like you(:~~

~~cant youu just see tat we are just playing on you?~~

~~are you blind? or you are just pretend to be blind?~~

~~sometimes i do appreacite you but just tat u don deserve being appreaciate!~~
~~come'on people don youu u feel ashame of being a GIRLFREN of ur ex boyfren frens?~~
~~stop be anywhere to get boys attention.~~
~~am not refering to anyone here(:~~
~~&& i just don wish you saying stupid stuff just to get ** attention.~~
~~or even mine.~~

~~i did say ** will wake up one day but none says youu will.~~

~~sooo,~~

~~just get this up on ur mind & i guess its enough for me.~~

~~ur bloody attitude make me keep talking about youu.~~

~~soo just walked out from my life , bring ** along(as u wish)~~

~~& im dam happy((:~~

~~i wish to tell you something but i guess better not.~~

*its just meant to be only a post.(:

this should be it

2010-03-28T23:47:00.013+08:00

Monday tomorrow ! its soo damn fast!.

thank god i manage to do my last min homework(:
gyeaaaahhh cant wait to see my ~~SWEETHEART<3~~

gyeahh. earth hour yesterday was fun wif all the clans.

but stupid things struck. hayaaa. ignore please.

but almost i did hav fun wif all thw woodgrovess(:

i love them.

enuf wif having fun.okayy here come the stress moment.

i really have lessthen 1mth to mid year.

headache really-_- study2 until head goo boooom !

DNT . im okay. its stable ! hahahs. emath?

yeahhh i can catch up but a lil sloww-_-

atleast i can hahas.

most my relief teacher living school soon.

mr naz sangila living this wed.

mr adib this fri. haayaa ! sungguh tk gerek*his quote*

bored bored bored !

okayim sleepy ! better go to bed . i don wish to be late for school.

bestfren goo sleep toooo(:

nytesss kangkawan !

sooryy huh for makin u paiseyy aunty(:

it became more & more hard

2010-03-23T23:58:00.005+08:00

school really make me headache since it started on a new term.
but still i loves goin to school. &<<< as "his my inspiration"(:
test will all be around. & i know im sure 50 50 can or cant make it !
DNT really make me stress out. i change my product or so called idea.
its already march & im still stuck. idea changed! hopefully this tyme round ii can make it.
please god help me:(
emath getting more & more tough i swear. i need someone to guide me through.
everything getting more tight. school really make me keep cho-ing !

enough wif studies. i know tat each day more & more frens came approach.
yaehh obviously i can feel the difference(:
its great to hav them. im preety glad.
as usual sweetheart or can ii call DERULO? hahas <<<< will always came up in every of my post.
hahas. i just ~~LOVE~~ hym&<3
lol-_-
woodgrove idol had just end. its BORING !
preety preety BORING ! ain't like last year or last two year.
its not happening at all. but my clans make it happen. 4n1,n2,n3 being together is really
like .. ouh wat can ii say? holigans? lol-_- but itss awessooome(:
guess post tonyte just gona only be this.
im tooo sleepy. nafpa test tomorrow. OMG !
i can i can:)
ouhhyarr its 23 march ! hahas(:
~~ily boy.~~

~~omy!i miss iteq! issshhhhhhh~~

awesoome people200310

2010-03-21T03:33:00.001+08:00

its 3.30 in the morning & im still wide awake ! hahahs.
uploadin all the pics now. hahas
gyeaaahhh ! i really enjoy the outhing ppl(: especiall the loud yamseng at mac !
hahahs. preety cool ! fartlee idea alaways.
its preety awesooome !
hooorayyyy. more than we expected(: plus mr adib who join although he leave early
& mr fartlee who join us too although it was last min(:
i love yoouu people<3 more outhing soon beb.

sentosa was soooo dam great & awesooome !
sungguh happening ! more pic on fb!

i just love yoouu, nuramirah

2010-03-20T00:10:00.001+08:00

i just read my bestfren blog & i felt soo touch seriously. appreaciates yooouu,loves !
i just love her soo much(:
okay i just came back from goin out wif bestfren to search for some tank top &
green shades but i don find even one. im pissed off !
gyeahhh outhing to sentosa tomorrow. maybe theres alot who tag along plus teacher maybe to make it fun. the more the merrier see(: hahas.
but idk why i don soo look forward to this outhing.
i got no idea why, i haven pack up my bag. have to leave home at 11.15 tomorrow.
wooahhhh sooo dam early see. i don think i can wake up.
hahas. tomorrow outhing remind me of afeeq . ahahs ! as the last outing to sentosa he wish to tag but cant. tsk tsk. i miss tat romeo<3.
okayokay im preety sleepy ryte now. but don wish to sleep.
currently chatting wif bestfren , ahn & azuldin plus txtin sulaiman-_-
hahahs. monday please come fast ! i too much missing this fat boy!
its a week i didnt see hym. !:( hhahas.
ok im off ! hope tomorrow will be dam happening(:

~~love yoouu BESTFREN<3~~

one of us fall everyone falls

2010-03-18T02:16:00.000+08:00

i just gona miss the UG(uniform group) tat i just had on monday. super super awesooome(:
the best UG ever or the best camp ever ii can say. cant forget the part when all of us were supersuper hungry at midnyte & we hav to run & climb out the school gate quietly. and we were like dam happy as we manage to get out & grab some foods. get soo called punish after tat. the sweetest thing is when he hav to doo stupid things when some of us got no money to buy food. hahas. the moment when we got back the school at 3am in the morning & soo called got punish & we was like " if youu guys get the punishment we all will do it together" "if u guys were to asked to booked out at 6am in the morning, we will all take our bags & booked out together" as we hungry together & climb together.
aint all the ncc & rcy soo sweet? i just miss the 2010 NCO. we share the experience together tat one nyte. ncc,npcc & rcy the besttt! teacher had never believe tat we can take charge of the camp,yesss. wat they though is just tat we will transform into clowns at nyte . yess we were but not into big trouble. we just did & no one knows.
& atlast we manage too end the camp preety well(:
its amazing to the teachers as we did it although we were just like a kid tat play tooo much(:
its stay as it when.
miss those tyme NCOs !

"Don’t limit yourself. Many people limit themselves to what they think they can do. You can go as far as your mind lets you. What you believe, remember, you can achieve."
-mary kay ash

*picture upload preety soon*

fatgirl

2010-03-13T18:58:00.010+08:00

have been such a lazy girl today.

i bet i can gain weight this 1wk holiday

been eating non-stop.

tats whyy frens keep callin me FATGIRL

sister order pizza somemore &

im keep eating plus watching tv. hahhas.

i had not touch my homeworks yet
had been home alone since sister & parents went out.

such a lazy pig to tag along.

had been txtin "hym" the whole day yesterday.

gyeaahhhh. im happy. hahahs(:

wishh to change my blogskin but kind of lazy.

nahh, just stick to this i guess

yeahh its 2 days i had not been meeting sweetheart ! o.o :(

soon soon aites handsome .

monday is coming preety soon !

soo yarr.

i had been thinking abot rasheedi at this while &

idk whyy out of sudden,

i had been missing hym. too much on hym!

cancel hym off my mind ! okay i had not bath yet.

had been editing photos & looking at ppl facebook !

ehh heart pain pain u know look at tat picture.

issssshhh*

my hp really gave me probs. lag&lag. cant even charge.

my hp is SICK & so i am.

i had been sneezing non stop this few days.

headache too.guess my asthma will struck this year! isssshh.

not the tyme yet to fall sick.

i wishh i could be preety alright till camp ends. i hopee sooo. pls

-_- okay peepz ! insyala*his quote' i will be blogging when am free.

need bath & eat AGAIN ! catching up cinta ixora preety soon !

hbl totally nonsens

2010-03-12T09:12:00.003+08:00

currently doing my HBL - home based learning program. wake up late at 0815. supposed should be login at 8am. hahahs. everything go haywire. i cant even get thru the pg itself. fcuk. stuck ! tecnical problem. frens Call the school to ask & they said tat upper sec start login at 1pm. wtf?-_-

message been pass around. im pissed of doin HBL ! i rather go to school than doin this shit. *sigh* & atlast im done everything. manage to login at 10plus. fcuk man ! all done manage to do 3 out of 4 subject. i didnt do malay as it preety nonsens ! no more home-based learning please !:(

most frens offline. going off to sec 2 camp at diary farm. & im super jealous.

i wish i could go but...... hayaaa. cant mit sweetheart see! isssshhh. monday will be the UG camp. soo loooking forward. hahahs. its 1 wk holiday & i hav super many things to do & to catch up.

tirng-_-

sooo yaaa. & gyeahhh thurs was super awesoooome(: miting sweetheart plenty of tyme(:

mr joshua pan took our class for p.e *hooorayyy*

mr naz relief our class for english.

he superrr cute when he talk & sit inront of me. watching me doin my stuff.

alamak ! tepikat lagyyyy issshhh(:

mr romeo

2010-03-07T15:50:00.007+08:00

atlast the thing tat i wish it could end & atlast it END !:)
sleep the whole day yesterday not waking up. im too tired.
atlast too i have an enuf rest for myself.

ooouhh yarr i discover this picture when im having my cca.
joseph show it to me at the hall big screen .
he was lyke "shakinah see the screen!" wait uhh wait.
& this picture appear ! *smile* he pointed at the middle guy
till mr wee & ms azleen know tat i i admire mr flavian.
joseph joseph . isssshhhh.
my teachers look cute in this picture especially the middle one*!
ms azleen told tat he was the romeo !
the middle guy !
aint he hawt?!? oooooo....

pathetic !

2010-03-02T21:27:00.006+08:00

what a bad week. first tat i could say im preety tired.

FERST & FOR MOST ! sweetheart is not in school:(

sadsad ! idk whyyy. issssshhhhhh.

have to stayback everyday for cca. competition this saturday.

what i got in mind now was just not to go for everything. im preety tired !

my routine eveyday is just wake up early in the morning at 6am,

when to school, back home at 8pm. eat,watch tv for a few minutes or do some stuff &

its bed tyme ! i cant even touch my computer or spend tyme wif family.

my eyes will shut at 10 or earlier. told yoouu guys im totally tired.

had not done any revision see. omg ! im soo gona stay far back behind.

*sigh*

all cmmon test paper i got back. pass a few & fail alot.

that would always happen. i knew it(:

but i pass my chem. ok im happy wif it(:

chem- 15/30

phys- 7/30

malay-18/35

ss - 7/18

geo 6.5/25

eng -16/25

DNT-???

emath- 7/30

maybe i hav improve mayb i hav not. idk.

i hav try my best & i got scolded. never try my best also got scolded.

what the fuck? got a "SWEET" talk wif form teacher on monday.

i hate it really being compare. she make me hate her alots !

said tat i make other seating wif me go crazy? fcuk fcuk fcuk !

talk soo much. see laa wheather wat U say its all true.

im enuf wif her. just feel lyke gav tat soul a kick in tat soul face.

grrrrrr. every lesson sure try to find fault wif me.

im enduring it really. i wana change class ! BETTER(:

another day tomorrow.

& im soo pissed off. friday please come quick for this week.

im hoping.

ouhh yaa thursday will be fun i bet yaa guys. a real firedrill. a real fire !

im the paramedic. a real police will be in school.

a real SCDF too. school currently practing on real firedrill.

no fake ! i wish i would burn HER !

hapen again !

2010-02-25T21:44:00.003+08:00

i don know why days pass soo fast lately. friday coming preety soon.

common test all done. idk whether i did well in all paper.

but i know i have try my best in sciences:)

e.math make me totally blank. im giving up ! ooooo.

ms lim sure gona nag & nag. im know it already !

single digit for sure. no choice but hav to listen to her naging.

school awesooome today ! mr hotstuff was in our class.

he sooo cute wif his spec laaa ooiiii !

im not bluffing tat his too hot to see(:

his cute smile makes me melt melt melt ! hahahahha.

mr naz soo HOT !

hahahha:)

one good new today. i got to interview mr sweetheart for my DNT project.

he sits infront of me & gav me some idea on my product.

im soo paisey to talk but i hav too.

friends walking pass n laugh. i know wats up on their mind.

especially SYAZWAN ! SUAR korg !

but wat his explaining i don get it.

i get it but then i ididnt concentrate on it.

u know wat, when u ppl are falling in love wif tat someone,

&& when he talks u,u tend to listen but not understand it cox ur busyyy lookin at his face

& ur mind are not there.trueee?

tats happen . im listening but each word he says i only can remember for one minutes
it gone as im busyyy looking at hym when he talk.

wahahahhaha(:

im back to hymmm !

ssooooo yaaaa more interview please ! hahas.

soo yarrr im offff. schoool tomorrow(:

monday went soo well

2010-02-22T20:55:00.005+08:00

a new week started. im hoping for a good monday & yes i turn up preety well :)

came too school wif a new monday morning mood. revision are all done for common test.

as usual will sure see sweetheart at parade square but not soo happy as i usually do.*wink*

DNT lesson when all the way.

idk whether im paying attention. im a week behind.

but still i don have the mood to catch up. im still slacking !

wake up sha! -_-

recess. the moment tat turn up my monday tat well.

eating tyme guess wat ?!

i saw tat mr HOTSTUFF !

im smiling tat wide !

im tooo happy seeing hym back in school.

i cant take my eyes of hym really. it stays put there !

im starstruck:) the guy in blue caught my attention(:

*blink !*

common test. yess this all go wrong.

wat i had study didnt even go out a single thing.

im blank when lookin at my geo paper.-_-

i just yawn. manage any to write rubbish. im sleepy.

bells ring & home sweet home tyme. see hym again !

i TALK to hym. ! how happy i could be(: (: !

i admire hymmmm soooo much. its tyme to say byebye tooo ............

wat a friday?

2010-02-20T22:29:00.006+08:00

friday isn't really my day. all go haywire. im out of mood totally upset . everything go blablabla!

hope for something tat much but didnt even happen. hoping tat i could see someone in school but not at all. hoping to say bye to hym but it didnt happen either. wat a day. people could say TGIFF but for me i would say whyy it was friday?. back home tot of goin out but cancel everything. totally mood flung ! better did at home then goin school.

friday was sucks !

now im missing my p.e teacher,mr naz dam muchh . hahahhas.

his last day was on fri but whyy i could not see hym in school? school wasn't tat big. hmm !

gona miss his p.e lesson.

his the most hotstuff teacher tat 4n1 ever had ! tell yoouu im gona miss his p.e lesson for sure !

come back MR NAZ !

sticking to the old

2010-02-16T00:43:00.004+08:00

holidays approached & atlast i got the tyme to rest(: homework are still stack up waiting for me. revision had not done yet but i still cant wait for school to reopen. idk whyy. maybe its meetin sweetheart or maybe its friends(: trying my best this year to be a good girl & will never ever caught up in a problem or sitting in the RTC but its just the second month of the year & problem struck. skip lesson & send to inhouse. WTF really to the teacher tat shout to us in the parade sq ! she make me paisey infront of MR FALVIAN ! im damdam malu-_-

letcure for an hour. idk why she must letcure me but not my friends-_-

punishment is as usual. inhouse for 8hrs.

but thank got we didnt stick our butt to the floor for tat 8hrs.

we got job to do(: difficult really to hav fun wif the DM but we did.

No more problem. it enuf its tyme to concentrate !

it was ATLAST !

2010-02-10T23:00:00.008+08:00

im getting more & more excited when came to goin to school. hahahs. it just had started to become one of my hobby. but not the studyin part ! it gets me keep yawning(: friends are getting more enemies are getting lesser(:

school was supersuper great yesterday(09022010) superherb ! i could tell tat i really enjoy the day preety well. i went home wif all the ncc boys & having recess wif all the ex 552 clans *only boys* i could say tat i miss this gatherin & i miss them ! other then tat i peform in front of the whole school as a paramedic during total defence concert.paisey obviously but i hav too. after school was fun raising for the haiti . song dedication starts and im the AVA. was thinking wat song should i dedicate to those teacher tat had put some meaning in my secondary life. but none was up on my head. nxt tyme maybe(:
soo yarrrr ! the most enjoying moment & happy moment when mr tan & bestfren called up sweetheart for me.

1st:i was totally speechlesss.
2nd:im blush at the same tyme.

3rd:paisey paisey.

4th: wat was on my mind was wat bestfren used to say " biler amek gamba nga cikgu senyum betol2 as it was once & for all"

5th:i was tooooooo happpyyyyyyyyyyyy!

they force me to take a snap wf hym. & i was lyke oouuhh my god but HAPPY at the same time.

he was laughing & totally blush toooooo. both was not looking at each other. he was just smiling & laughing of wat mr tan says. how cute could he be?! i could not smile ! im too happy. clans was all around smiling & laughing !

atlast ! for 4 yrs & i get it. im starstruck(:

thanks bestfren ! i appreacite this(:

without she split out those thing i tink i still cant get wat i want ! (L) sweetheart
>

its mum birthday!

2010-02-07T22:30:00.004+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUMMY(:

7febuary its mum's birthday. wishing u happy birthday beloved mum ! love yoouuu always(:

may god let yoouu live much longer(: have a wonderful day ahead wif US ! make ur nagging lesser mum. stay healthy always. love yoouu soo much(: !

soo yarr will celebrate it on tuesday since all of my sister off on tuesday. will be having a bigbig family gathering & having dinner outside together. looking forward too it & hope its great

I LOVE YOUUU ALWAYS MUM !

URE MY NUMBER 1(:

fcuking shazwan !

2010-02-01T21:26:00.005+08:00

Its finally monday & im eager to go to school(: hahahs to mit sweetheart & frens obviously !

monday morning & im too happy. and shit struck ! there this fcuker who walked beside me and gav me a stare tat tk happy. obviously i know hym. idk wat tat stare stand for ! mr shazwan .yea obviously i dare to put ur name here as u got a prob wiff me & i got no shit wif u soo wat for gaving me tat kind of look. can talk if ur not happy laa ASSSSSSSHOOOOLEEEE ! motherfcuker dumb.

kate jerr "gangster" perangai lyke primary school siaaa. my mood swing & totally frustrated wif hym. mepek uhh. soo if u got a prob take off ur butt and mit mr shazwan ! its preety good if u were reading my blog ryte now(: stuupid assss.

people are weird nowdays. enemies became frens and frens bacame enemie. i don care if stupid frens ran away. i don bother to gav them either a mask face.booshit to them.

i would jus be the normal school girl lyke i do no tyme for the those stuupid frens or those watever shit.-_-

soo yarr enuf wif this kind of people. no point hating as u got nothing !(:

watever shit tat happen my monday is still awesooome. im still getting myself ready for all those suprise test. school will be having some carnival tomorrow, class foto tomorrow ! hahas. & cant wait to see sweetheart. & yea he cut his hair.. soooo cute like bby saiii the hair(: hahahhas.

im off to bed. toodlessss(:

im piss off wif tomorrow

2010-01-30T22:41:00.003+08:00

its tyme for bed ryte now but im still awake. hav to reach skol at 7 tomorrow although its sunday-_- booooring really. got some things tat still on, on this weekends. boooshit really. i need a rest. soo short post here & im off to bed. hav too force my eyes to shut & sleep.

saturday & im whole day at home. tooo lazy to went out. tot of catching a movie wif clans but cancel as im tooo lazy. wana spend the whole day at home wif mummy(: cant wait for monday as i wana meet my sweetheart<3 >

homework still hav a lil left. had done some revision for my geo test tat is upcomin. had not touch my chem & phys. don wish to touch them today as i know i wana rest lyke a fat pig at home without touchin any books. mum gona off to geylang tomorrow wif my kakak & im sure tertinggal at home cos of tat stupid school stuff tat i hav to attend. outin wif frens too tomorrow n i don wana miss it this tyme round i hav to be out wif them.i wana catch the fun ! ! ! hope tomorrow function will be great if not im soo gona piss off wif it. i don wana waste tyme to go but i hav tooo !

okayy i think im off. ooouuhh yarr forgot to mention something. heyy i saw my crush yesterday. he was in a rush & idk why. ahahahs miss looking at his cute face ! hahahs

okok im HAV to sleep ryte now & my fone keep on ringing idk who is this hell tat keep calling me using private number.

goooodnyte(:
miss(L) SWEETHEART<3

busy till the end

2010-01-27T20:22:00.002+08:00

finally i got to blog:) im too busy wif school stuff till i got no tyme to hav enuf rest.
school make me keep choing. hahas.seating arrangement is as usual. im seating infront again ! boooo. but great good frens are all around.had been paying attention in class this year. amazing really tat i can catch up wif all my science subject. chemistry im improving. physics im trying:) e.math im still climbing the ladder to catch up this new topic. finally im get used to school. sweetheart & frens make me feel lyke goin to school evey single day(: this week was great. seeing sweetheart eveywhere at school was preety GREAT(: & yeah i say byebye to hym yesterday & he bye back & laugh ! cuteeee siaaa.& jus now he was in the parade sq looking at me as i guess he knew tat im sure look ta hym non stop & i got no chance to look at hym while he was looking. but atleast he smile:)
im making myself brave enuf to talk to sweetheart<3

enuf wif the sweetheart topic. one more thing tat make me much more busy then im usually do. & that is my cca. REDCROSS YOUTH. training every mon,wed & thurs. oouuhh god ! training for the march footdrill competition. im goin crazy really. in august will be training for the YOG paramedic course. im enuf wif my cca really. im TIRED. but i hav to do it. teachers keep on encourage me & i hav to sastified them(:
tomorrow is another day. super tiring day 2moro. mass run in the morning & p.e after that.
afternoon tyme for cca. ends everytin at 8pm & will be home most probably at 9pmplus:(
but im enjoyin it atleast.
lastly today was supersuper exciting. playing true&dare game after my cca. amazing thing is that ms chan's fiance. he was in his army uni. & join us wif the true dare game. he was superduper sporting(: first tyme in my secondary life playing this type of game wif my teacher fiance.ms chan was suprise seeing hym joining us the game in the middle of parade sq. we don know hym in the first but when he approach us & start talking , we also start our friendly conversation till he join us wif the game. greatgreat !
soo yarr. tyme for my revision.im off.
school great finally !

(L)sweetheart<3

18january awesoome date !

2010-01-18T22:58:00.008+08:00

before this awesome & wonderful date/day 18JANUARY went off i did better blog. !
firstly i wana wish myself A HAPPY SWEET 16 BIRTHDAY:)
&& i wana THANKS all those peepz that had wish me a happy birthday. shld i list it who? hahas.especially BESTFRIEND :) yeah she celebrate my day in advance. we were off to botanic garden. awesooome really. & yea she did gav me a cupcake wif a candle when we were at botanic garden. sooo sweet. i bought for her tooo:)

obviously i hav a great day tooday wif my FRIENDS.they make my day that preety well. capturing pictures during lesson ,"birthday jerr amek gambar?" tk birthday tk?" hahas. i love them. thanks bestfren for the wish & present plus cupcake wif a duck on it ! i love it<3
thanks family, girlfren-aqilah(a.i), schoolmates, putri, emma, sulaiman, bestfrens aunt plus mum & dad, my 3n1 peeps, teachers, tagged friends , fb friends, cousion & last but not least IWAN ! hahahs:)thanks for the wishes. A wish of happy birthday make me smile till my ear,friends:) hahas. today are my worst day too. mr SHAHRUK KHAN? i know youu know peepz. im totally paisey wif that. hahas:) this year i celebrate it far different from last year. its obvious. celebrating it more wif frens then wif my loves ones.
sooo yarrr. thAnks once again love, my awesome friends that surrounded me during this specially day. i appreaciate u guys alot<3 color="#ff0000">thanks to those that had brought me a present i love it !
I LOVE YOOOUU GUYS !
these people^^^ make my DAY:)
upload pics preety soon:)

HAPPY SWEET 16 BIRTHDAY SHASHA<3

time for school

2010-01-10T18:29:00.003+08:00

Its really sooo fast to monday:( im too lazy for school. too lazy for homework too.
its just 1st week of school & teachers hav already gav loads & loads of homework. kanasai ! it takes me 3 days to finish everything up. shagged. weekdays makes me busy with school & remidials while weekends make me busy with HOMEWORKS. o.o ..
2nd week of school started tomorrow & its the O level resut. good luck people ! & too my senior too good luck in ur result guys:) soo yaaa, i need to catch a lots of things in class especially combined science. im lost when they teaching. hahahs. target of N level i had did it! for prelims i target for atleast a 16:) and maybe for N level maybe a 13? hahas. hope soo.
&& yar im off. won be soo active. my blog wif be kindda dead. i will blog when i got the tyme:)
&& yar left 1 more week & im sweet 16:) hahahas.
18january ! soon soon soon !:)

amirah birthday

2010-01-09T22:18:00.003+08:00

Ferstly i wanna wish HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY to my dear bestfrend tat falls on 6janaury ! soory for the late wish as im too busy.
but yea i did wish her exactly at 12midnyte:)
yeah its her sweet 16 birtday. unlucky she celebrate it at hospital as she was hospitalis.
soo yarrr BESTFREN jus wana wishh u good luck for the year ahead. another challenging year that u will have to face it. Another year of laughter tooo:)
good luck in everything.

PS:im always here for u BESTFREND !
<3nuramirah:)

school reopen !

2010-01-04T19:41:00.003+08:00

holiday had just ended && today is my first day of secondary 4 in 2010:) i was preety happy to woke up in the morning. hahas. woke up preety early too at 0545am. toooo excited & its rain doh ! im halfway wet when i reached school:( hahahs . no point using umbrella:) all alone as bestfren been warded in kkh. sad really. putri hav to go home halfway during school time. thank god left one of my bestfren in class && tats QAIYUM. hahas. he accompany me all the way in class same goes wif deedee,hairi,francis & zhiwei. they make stupid jokes.lol ! from 8am to 10.15am got a contact time wif our form teacher & i was soooo dam sleepy. had been listen to this talk session for 4 years oready. hayaaaaa*sigh* wish to mit my FAVOURITE teacher but=( i nvr see hym at all ! *sad* .good really tat my class was located at first floor & its near wif the back gate:) some of my subject teacher are all new. && i was lyke WTF? this teacher teach me this , WTH! this teacher teach me this. all non favourite.. hate really. first day was dam dam & super super boring. mother tounge class was wiff ........ & im totally hate it ! i told yoouu im super irritated lookin at them. booooooooo ! secondary 2 in 2009 had change their uniform . no longer sailormoon. & for sure the boys had change to their long pants. MATREP siaaa !
home time ! atlast man. went back home wif qaiyum & syazwan,idz & zack tagging along. they accompany me to collect photos tat i had wash yesterday at cwp. and walk around cwp for sometimes. wan,idz & zack when back ferst left qaiyum & me. told u guys qaiyum was preety cute today. he be a nerd boy wif his sling bag and beggie long pants. hahahhah ! had lunch wif hym at mac . he super funny ! hes good to be wif. a wonderful guy bestfren i hav:)

FIRST DAY SUPER DUPER BORING !

HAPPY 2010 !

2010-01-01T23:30:00.005+08:00

Countdown to 2010 was superherb ! marina square was flooded wif all the people:) kecohhstuff really them. hahahs. yea i saw the 720 peepz i guess sooo. hahahs. fireworks was fcuking great. i love it really:) 10mins fireworks was super super nice. aweeesoooomee ! !
down wif my sister & cousion. soo its a NEW YEAR & a NEW SHASHA:) hahas. i got my new resolution tooo & a new wish. 2009 left me wif a thousands of memory. most of my wishes came thru in 2009:) . gyeeaaahh. alots of thing that happen.sooo wats gonna happen in 2010? im looking forward. its like soo fast & i really cant believe that im sitting for "N" level this year & im swear that im not prepare at all. oouhh no !This wat i hate a lil abot 2010. hayaaa. **shake head** in the month of JANUARY now. im 16year old in 18 days timmes. countdown beb ! hahahhas..sooo school re-open in 2 days time & i cant wait for that ! hoooooraaaaayyyyy:) too excited to mit my FAVOURITE teacher & friends. yea i wana study & work at the same time. one of my wish is that i wanna pay my 'N' level fee using my own money. hahahs. do the beessssttt for sure.
im moving peepz ! hope im doin great this year !

HAPPY NEW YEAR PEEPZ:)

im tired.

2009-12-22T01:46:00.004+08:00

im tired.
im just tired. tired of facing all this kind of love story. i just don get it why people don understand me.im enough wif this & i won say it anymore.my lyfe is just not complete. waiting for "someone" & tat "someone" did came back. yes im smiling lyke an idiot. happy ! but why cant tat "someone" just make me smile lyke the world is mine? i wish we could let the earth be jealous of US, but tat "someone" cant make it thru lyke wat im wishing for. That "someone" just don understand me that well.i don know whether tat "someone" understand when i say,*i love you* maybe yes maybe not. im just wondering how should i wrote my love story like?. im tooo stress out.yes ! im jealous of you loving other girls.im soorry if i sucks wif you cox wat i need is just u to understand me.maybe for u, i leave for no reason but for me im leaving because i jus don want to get hurt. i ignore other guys because i want you. im different in a way because i wish u could come back. your so fabulous that soo many girls have you on attraction.Im trying to find a reason why I fall for you. Well its hard to find the truth.If this feelings its bluff. i just want that "someone" & let me grand thru UR wish mr ! i will. let me make it thru when im wif you, cos without you, i think im helpless .because in my world you help me breathe and without you in my world, i cant live.so whats the problem between me and you? im just asking to know the thruth.
let me take you. & im happy as that maybe would be my love life story .
its easy in this story as wat u need is me giving wat u wish for & u giving wat im wishing for.
we got the same. i promise i will:)

sleeq !

2009-12-21T18:53:00.003+08:00

see the two hot guys up there^^

YES its SLEEQ ! alyph&syarif:) o.o.

the two fcuking hothot boys will be at doby ghaut 2moro at viva park:) && im soo looking forward to go to their concert:) its them again! aint the ferst tyme mitting them ! catch up soon with this two awesome guys ! yeaa SLEEQaholics !

newmoon super great !

2009-12-16T16:39:00.005+08:00
wake up dam late today at 1plus. tired deh. town side is our destination yesterday.went out
the whole day wif bestfren + nurul & reena. school bag bought ! its raining soo planned was catch a movie at cineleisure. newmoon ! started at 7pm so before that walk at cineleisure to get some stuff. & yar as i told in my previous post i wanted a skate shoe & i found the shop at there ! im soo gona bring my sister there:) hahahs. i want it !:) had alots of fun with them seriously. laugh non stop. movie started ! the movie was super super great man ! i love it:) & we are lyke too over excited until someone in the movie turn behind & said "excuse me* hahas. bestfren was too noisy talking. hahahs. newmoon awesome ! yaaahhhaaa ! ! with the actor jocob(taylor lautner) he was super super hot & handsome when he take off his clothes & everyone in the movie was lyke "woooohoooo". *im falling in love with hym:)* hahhas. wolf or vampire?:) for sure im gona choose wolf. hahahs.
touching really the movie. i wish to watch it again.2hours plus movie i guess. ends a 9plus & im starving as i didnt bought any popcorn for the movie.popcorn was not my favourite at all. have our late dinner at coffee club after that. i order chicken lagsania & a cup of orange juice. deliciouss ! it cost me nearly 20bucks for everything. worth it man as im full after that.
so train-ed home. nearly 12plus. yea for sure dad will nag. & im sooo WATEVER wif hym...-_-
awesome day i had ! my day till nyte was great:)

im back

2009-12-15T00:07:00.002+08:00

my blog is getting dead. im too lazy to blog anyting see althought different things that happen each day. suddenly got the mood now to blog. day pass so well.
school reopen soon. && i have not study for secondary 4. form teacher keep on txting me asking whether i have revise & prepare for sec 4. hahas. im stuck.
will be out with bestfren to town side tomorrrow. buying school bags & im gona survey for skate shoe tomorrow! aiming for it. had been surfing net for the nice skate shoe ! i want it for my birthday please !:) hehs.
holiday make me change alot ! im became too lazy & lazy to think abot guys or thinking about having a boyfriend.i don know why. maybe im not changing but its just that i have found myself.
i guess so:) im really not into relationship ryte now. so don bother to ask for my number in tagged! so PLEASE ! im soo piss off with that.im not lyke any other girls who give their number anyhow:) so yes ! what im aiming for now in 2010 is too study well & to be a paramadic in FUTURE ! hahahs. enuf of me date or goin out wif different guy each month. hahahs. for fun ! soo yar. its enuf & im changing for the better & for future !
its wat _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _
did told me ask from me:)
ok im off. will blog soon when i got the feeling:)

afeeq&rasheedi?

2009-12-03T23:21:00.003+08:00

i really got many stories to wrote.
but most of all is about this two guy.
idk why they keep on appearing in my mind. i got no idea why. yea i miss them fcukin fcuking much. my days had been pass so well BUT when comes to the part of thinking abot them, my day go haywire. daydreaming all day long & i don know wat im thinking about.
they really caught my heart tat well. tyme pass & yea ppl change obiviously.
idk wheather im falling in love wif them onces again. i hope soo no! its only for onces & tats the end! afeeq&rasheedi. i really cant get rid of them from my mind.
its true tat its hurt seeing u wif other gerls because ily! but i hav to let u go because i love u soooo much! maybe i be falling in love wif other guy BUT it won be the same lyke how i love this two precious guy! they are soo special tat i still keep them althought i did say i had let them go:(
i really really miss them but still im taking step by step to move on:)
i love them !

random weekdays

2009-12-03T23:09:00.003+08:00

quite busy this week.planning to go out wif girlfren was cancel as thurs she was busy & fri it was my turn busy. will be sleep over at bestfren crib as we will off to batu pahat on saturday morning:) will be away! when out wif bestfren on tuesday to gym & off to swimming. o.o tat guy caught my heart for tat tyme off being in the gym.hahas<3>
spend my whole weds & thurs at home. tired to go out. sleep&eat only. hahahs.
will be away till wednesday! im sooooo gona miss my bed !
soooooo yea!im off:)

hari raya adiladha

2009-11-28T17:56:00.003+08:00

waking up to a bright saturday. as usual my routine will just bath,watch tv,eat & do my stuff. stuck again at home.no plan to go out.currently txting my girlfriend. she planing to go together tis thurs or fri. long long long tyme no mit her. hahahs:) miss her. mit soon babe !
spend my whole day on the net.sleeq! hahahs. watching all their video on youtube & fb.
girlfriend keep saying "tk habis habis dgn sleeq" hahahs. cute deh !:)
tomorrow will be out wif emma to gym & swimming pool. exercise! hahahs. lol.
yae im carving to play bowling. idk why. hahahs.

Yesterday out wif family to aunt house.hari raya aidiladha mahh:) when to mosque in the morning mif mum to watch the kambing2. oouuhh sad ! my tears drip seeing them got slaut. ahhh:( i won watch it nxt year as i can cry:( sad sad! nyte tyme got a visit from my brother in law family.scary story was told by them & i was lyke o.o.
then my favourite movie started! "im not single" hahahs. great ! before that was a malay movie tat make me almost cry. touching oiii. hahahs.
soo yaaa.

till here:) im off to but some food outside. see yaaa:)

handerson wave oiii

2009-11-24T00:03:00.007+08:00

today wasn't really a great start for morning. woke up to 4 messages & a missed called.
didnt bother to reply any of those accept for emma. sis was preparing for my breakfast & off to work. got no plan actualie...txt bestfren wanted to borrow beg from her.
mit her somewhere & receive a txt from emma asking if i wana go out. no plan &so i plan to go to handerson wave as tats the place i had been wanting to go. soo yae i borrow bestfren the bag at the ryte tyming ! hahas.
mit up at 4plus. headed to angmokio. but wrong way. o.o !
train off to red hill took bus&& atlast ! we reached there ard 6:) TRADAAAAHHHH !
climb up to the high stairs abot 9 floor i guess halfway(not even halfway) & i feel lyke dying seriously no joke!! tired really .. & atlast were are up there! finally:) yahoooooooooooo:)thank god its not raining.
Handerson wave was sooo awesome ! the view was spectacular. i love it dam much=) we thought it was worth everything.photo photo non stop. not much ppl there,great:) eat,slack & slack, jump here jum there. hahah & seriously i really enjoy it. it was futher great when nytes come. awwwweessooome really:) i wanted to walk at the forest but emma dont want.:( so pack up ard 8plus & nxt plan was over to clark quay. bus-ed to there.emma was over excited ! singapore river ! hooraaay ! then over to espalnade then marina square. we had fun alot at there:)the place was awesome at nyte. hoooraaaay:) macdonald then & headed back home ard 10 plus:)
hahahs. i really enjoy my day especially at HANDERSON WAVE oiiii:)
more pics on fb:)

emma:)

2009-11-22T16:24:00.002+08:00

random post here. holiday keeps me at home.-_-
out wif emma yesterday. okae laa atleast im not stuck at home:)
she accompany my afternoon wif some laughter. hahahs.ndp here ndp there.
hahahs. miss the ndp moment tooo:) hahahs.
today i skip my DNT exbition at sembawang.
hahhas. sunday mah who wana go out cause of school? lol-_-.
guess till here.

camp nco camp:)

2009-11-21T13:36:00.010+08:00

Eversince i cam back from camp yae i feel soo lazy to blog. got only to check my facebook & tagged but lazy to reply on all those message or comment. sooryy eii:)

3 days 2 nyte camp
was great althought only a few of cadets who turn up & theres tis cadets name kenneth hes cute but a lil stuborn he will not listen if ppl shout at hym instead of tat he wants ppl to talk nicely to hym & i did so yeah he listen to me in tat 3days 2nyte camp.hahas. but really im not into the camp and idk why.my duty during the camp is tat im the group IC && also IC for footdrills & tats it. the rest of the tyme i jus slack at the rcy room & sleep or eats. wat a EXCO !

1st nyt was great when we play the CSI nyte. afifah were to dress up lyke a ghost at 12midnyte & walked around the whole school in tat dark fcuking school.& cadets need to find out who kill who. CSI nyte mah.yea i was dam pengecot.emma know tat.hahas.shhhhh. thank god emma did accompany me to anywhere eventhough shes sick. hahas

2nd day when to west coast park for somesort of amazing race. great really:) we had alot of fun ferst before the cadets hav their fun tyme. lunch is at macdonald . atlast i got to order my macspicy !:) back in school & its my tyme to look after them as it footdrills tyme. under the hot sun. serve them ryte really. hahas.
NYTE tyme comes &its campfire great ! & after tat here go their solo nyte. i was super pengecot.i booked zul to be my partner to walked around to see whether the cadets are ok after we put them at certain dark palces. emma partner wif joseph but both not doing their work but they SLEEP ! wth. hahas. we heard someone crying & yea i squeeze at joseph but they tried to calm me & emma.wth wif tat sound !
too dark seriously & im sooo the fcuking scared . i cant hear even a sound as i could shout & scream.:)hahs. after tat is their nyte run around the dark school. not tat scared really. while waiting for them to finish their run, yes i sleep at the staircase:) tooooo exhausted.

3rd day & its lyke finally we break the camp after having alots of fun wif the cadets. & yae tats it. ^^^^upup there ! thats my group ! ALPHA:)

ILOVEYOUU SERI

2009-11-15T23:35:00.003+08:00

HAPPY 10 BIRTHDAY TO MY NIECE ! <3
15NOVEMBER ! its her birthday. wish her a HAAPY 10TH BIRTHDAY !
May her luck will alwaes be by her side ! yea she become more older ! hahas.
naughty & noisy alwaes ! i love her soo much ! ! !
hopefull she will get wat she wants in her lyfe. work hard bby for ur coming future !
study hard to for ur exam ! will loveyou alwaes<3
she had been the best sister ! she got tat cute laughter in her.
make ur day be the most memorable ones bby !
iloveyousomuch SERIWAHYUNI !:)
HAPPY BURDAY ONCE AGAIN !<3

friday the 13

2009-11-15T00:14:00.003+08:00

friday the 13th.
when to cheryl's bbq pit. before tat when to bestfren crib waited for her to changed and stuff then prosit to the bbq pit. was there till 11pm and tag along wif family & all the ipars to catch a midnyte movie title 2012. was fcuking great ! coolshit man the movie. hav our supper at macdonald & catch up the movie after that.ends at 4am. reached home nearly 5am+.. great ! enjoyin really. superherb day !:)i love my family ! && yea ! i saw FAISAL ISA ! hes dam dam HOT & CUTE ! hahahahha:)

SCHOOL CLOSE !
hahah.yae was waiting for tis & atlast:) took my report book from ms lam & she keep on saying tat she want me to pass my comin mid year ! yea will do tat:)
hahah! yea saw my favourite teacher goin home. i was at the second floor & he was at the ferst floor.happy doh saw hym. sooo....
"bye mr flavian"
mr flavian:**look up,smile,laugh**"bye & wave"
arrrrhhhhhh ! oouuh man hes so cute when he smile ! o.o:)
haaaaaaaaaaaaaapyyyyyy !:)
yes uuuhhhhh ! i was super super happy got to talk to hym:) hahahah.

really enjoy my day wif family & frens ! yes, i love them ! ! <3

TGIFF!

2009-11-12T22:14:00.009+08:00

TGIFF ! ! friday:) friday the 13? lols. sooo will be the last day of school & this wat i had been waiting for. just feel lyke absent for tomorrow but i guess NO ! as i had no collect my report book . kecohh really-_-

BESTFREN<3
&& yae its lyke finally i meet bestfren jux now. it has been a few days we had not meet. both in school but she needa need to help out wif her cca while im in class studying-_- (studying uuhh?) hahas. & yup i miss her soo much ! i swear that i miss her:( never had been seprate for so long. hehes. i love u, NURAMIRAH<3>
she plan to go on holiday. as usual batu pahat. but i got no $$. motherfucker ! next week gona be a busy week for me really. i got camp for 3 days. & sure tired. shagged-_- seprate again wif her. lols !

12november.
spend the whole day at my crib wif bestfren since both miss each other.had our macspicy too:) hahas.
talk & too many stories to be told really.
2moro gona be goin to cheryl"s bbq pit. gona overnyte. whole class reunion. hoping hopin MR FLAVIAN will be there ! please:)
finally too my DNT project done !:) happyhappy !
wil no be online tomorrow. soo yaaa. takecre then readers. love yaaa !

she never be normal

2009-11-11T16:17:00.012+08:00

my days past smoothly. yeah its the last week of school & its holiday tyme.
&& i had been doin well in my DNT class. doing great really. sherman help me when am doing my product. wonderful:) thanks sherman !
all done & still left my presentation board that had not done yet. i had been working hard on that this two days. morning to afternoon doing my DNT. DNT class was preety good this two days wif mr tan keep on teasing me of my lyking a TEACHER in my school. he know everything.. o.o ! =)

SHIDAH<3
-wonderful day i had wif her today & yesterday. shes great at times.WAFFLES? lol wif that shidah. eat & eat whenever i wif her. yea i can be FAT ! hahs:) she owe me 3 burgers & wheres my macflurry? lol-_- enters school late jus for a biscuts? shes never be normal. clumsy alwaes.

i got all done for monday:)

2009-11-09T16:03:00.015+08:00

JUSTIN BIEBER

monday today && i hav not up to anyting yet. skip school today as im
lazy-_- slack all the way at home. wake up at 11am & theres no one at home only my second sis who preparing to go to work.. yea bath && do some clean up. terpakse doh-_-
yae all done sis left at 12.30pm.. watching tv all the way till dad home. ate wif hym . mee goreng for our early lunch. mom cooked mee goreng && tats it. yae i got eveything done.

Clear off my phone:
unwanted mesages deleted - checked
old old pictures deleted -checked
old songs deleted some-checked

done wif my stuff:
dye hair yes bought
a tub of yougurt tat i had been carving for yes bought:)
chocolate tat i had been carving for too yes bought:)
mom bought all for me yesterday:) hahahs

&& all done here im blogging im so fcuking bored ryte now eat non stop .instant pizza & a cup of tea. munching non stop. dad asleep hes too tired i guess so. its raining now & mom & sis will be home late i guess. tot of goin to woodlands underground to buy my barbel & smiley as i lost all yesterday but tooooo lazy. wtf. borrow tounge stud from sis. thank god she hav one:) currently checking out new songs from justin bieber ooouuhh hes HOT ! ! ! HES CUTE TOO DUDE ! catch hym up .hahas. soo yaaa:))

school tomorrow-_-
&& i got no idea whether im goin. nothing really in school. but i guess will be goin as i had not done a single thing on my DNT stuff. will be having a day in my school doin it tomorrow-_-
e.math lesson tomorrow & im totally & nearly give up in the lesson as i cant catch up tat much. im lost sometimes in the middle of the lesson. oouuhh im toooooo slow:( can i jus skip the class? i got no idea. ooouuhhhh.....
schoool make my day sucks !

random

2009-11-08T15:20:00.004+08:00

last friday was great. spend my whole day wif bestfren:) hahah! && atlast theres no secret between us:) she told everyting out. hahas.had been long tyme seriously we had never spent a day wif jus the two of us.:)) love you bodoh. :) shes away to johor tis weekends so no outing:(
spend my whole weekends at home. not soo boring as i only sleep & eat. hahahs. bbq this coming friday. cheryl's bbq pit. will be goin down & will spend a nyte there i guess. im soo hoping && looking forward tat MR FLAVIAN will be there ! hahahahs:) will be great doh ! hahas. monday tomorrow & as usual skooling tyme. tired really-_- ... left 1 more week & yea will be hooray hooray after this week has tats it school close ! ! ! gona plan more outing :))
hope sooo :) soo yaa ppl im out soon tag along wif family to somewhere. -_-
random post here:)

he notice me:)

2009-11-05T14:45:00.003+08:00

yesterday was great i guess soo. back home wif bestfren as its has been long tyme we never walk out the streets with only the two of us. hahahs. walk home & suddenly i wish of seeing someone there. haha. idk why. keep it secret from bestfren.hmm. took 900 bus home & guess wat? i saw tat someone walking towards vista. hahahs. lol. i was looking at hym tot he didnt notice it but alamak he notice doh ! hahahs. he smile & yea i smile back. keep on looking at hym as my bus stop till it moves & yea this tyme round he smile & put up his hand. wave i guess. hahahahs .malu sakk! lol. bestfren slap me sideway & laugh. hahas. i don know why the feeling of happy came back when ever i saw hym. hahahs.. lol. can i contact back wif hym? friends? hahaha..

**winkwink**

duckie!

2009-11-05T14:15:00.003+08:00

Dnt lesson was great yesterday from 9am to 5pm. great man ! autodesk? its cool really but a lil sucks as im keep on don know wat to do. confusing & hard to do. needa learnt alot & lots of things seriously. hahah. but great doh ! :) & today i miss the lesson as i overslept ! oouuhh no !wat mr tan will say huh? huuhuuuu:) && in tat 8 hours i did this ! upup the picture ! cool?
trainer ask us to draw anytin & i did this ! !

isn't this reminding me of someone???
guess who??? hahahs

finally its happen:)

2009-11-02T22:58:00.004+08:00

2weeks trial of school had already started this week. yeah i came skol wif a vey high hope & wish. && yar finally my wish came thru:) meet my form tcher during our break tyme. gotta a good new tat i finally promoted to seconday 4. thank god wif tat. but parents had to mit my vp still to collect my report book:) after getting tat good news,idk why i wish to tell tat someone. i really wish to text hym. but no ! but shocking seriously on the 301009 he txt me at late nyte & i was sooo fcuking happy unexpected really. will my another wish came thru?? lol...hahaha. soo schools ends at 12pm causeway point is our destination. slack at civic till 3pm. really got nothing to do seriously. it was fcuking bored to be home tat early but i got no choice. reached & slept all the way till 9pm & here im blogging. gotta goin to bed soon. schooling still tomorrow. ouuhh goshh. sleepppyyyyy ! ! !

my wish came thru ! ! && can i grand another wish? hope sooooo:)

fail !!!!!!!!

2009-10-30T20:19:00.006+08:00

my day came from bad to worst. report book been hold back. parents needa to came down mitting my vp to collect it. seriously im fed up wif tat. i don bother abot dad mitting my vp but wat i want is to see my report card & to be promoted. skol end & i was sitting in class don know wat i shld do next. putri the only one who came & approach me asking am i ok? she know wat am i feeling. tears start to roll but i hold it back. took my bag & juz left skol jus lyke tat after being dismiss. bestfren & teacher keep on calling me to know where am i as they wana talk to me.i don bother to pick up or even reply to all messages. im totally don know wat am i thinking. laughter change to anger and anger change to tears.yea i know i treat those around me harshly jus now. the worst is bestfren who were with me to witness me fail to achieve wat i want. im just too jelous wif everyone who goin home hooraay hooray with their result while me?...... reached home seeing my dad face i don know wat shld i say to hym. arrrggghh im too stress ! sis told tat i behave differently lately & i know. treating ppl harshly is wat i did. i don know why.im thinking to much but i don know wat am i thinking seriously. i really wish rasheedi could be here wif me ryte now. its true tat wat rash used to say "you are getting wat u deserve nothing" .

&& wat i want now is to get back my report card & to be promoted.. please teachers !
im gona do the best ! i cant describe wat am feeling ryte now ! ooohhh please !

wat a life !

2009-10-29T15:04:00.004+08:00
absent from school today. totally not feeling well-_- .. monday had been okae, tuesday not tat well , tagged along with dad to my uncle shop in sengkang, wednesday post activity wif school , dragonboating && tats is totally great ! the instructor was super great. haha. so yar im still wanting & waiting to know ma result. had been wishing & hoping for the best. hope soo i will be promoted please! this week had never been the best for me . nobody know how the way i feel. arrrgghhh. friday tomorrow & will be getting me result . oouhh my! :( i really wish to be promoted to secondary 4. school had been extend for another 2weeks. supposing shld end by this 30th. aggrrhh. mood really gone. booshit man ! lyfe totally ridiculious !

no LINK !

2009-10-25T00:01:00.005+08:00
random post here. hehs. sunday tomorrow & bestfren will be out to sentosa wif fuchun girls. i guess so. won be tagging along as i got no $$$.. guess will jux be chilling out wif putri instead. bored really this few days. hayyoo. soo yaa life is suck still.. haaaaaa. so yaa was blog hopin jux now & this blog attract my attention. besttt! theres someone talking about my bestfren laa doh ! alamak ni org. bbual laa dpn2 kn? aper nk post2 niee? tgk laa aku pn dhh terikot uhh. haisss. nk step good good laa kn ni budak. haiss, pii cebok laa lu peh muka dulu baru leyy chill & talk2 about kite. hayoo.soo last year laa. i don konw why ppl still acting lyke so primary school eventhough they are in secondary life. wassup kids? bestfren & me had been hate by a group of GIRLS in our school. same age still. talking about us is their daily topic i guess so. thanks ehh atleast ader jgk org nk bbual psl kite. gooood:) i don know wassup wif this nigguh down streets.wat the hell ya nigguhs wants? making a shit wif us ! making a group against us & act preety? alamak canot angkat lorr. kening baekk pahh? guys are nearing us & i guess tat makes them boiling! kecohh doh !nah its okay then let them happy la. im jus acting innocent tat nothing in the worlds happen:) tat group closer also bcox of me & bestfren tat make them closer klw tk bbye la korg:) talk infront2 ok? all the minahh?
haisss. NO LINK LAA KORG !

i cant afford wif this result.

2009-10-22T22:27:00.005+08:00

save me for tomorrow please teachers! yeah shocking seriously to be told by my form teachers tat im gonna retain & they are trying to promote me up to the next level tomorrow. i jus feel lyke crying when tat was told as seriously i had dissapointed the teachers who hav high hope on me. my e.math teacher tats my sec 1 ex form techer who knew me much better. my malay teacher who cried for me when i dissapoint her. && a few more teachers who had an high hope on me. am really don know wat the hell happen to me. wat am i really want in my life? teachers had gav me enough attention but im unbothered wif it. keep on running from homework & remidial & they are tired of catching me . its such an embrassing for me. teachers had enough of doing the best for me. i really don know wat shld i do to sastisfied them. && now im hoping tat they would says the best tomorrow for me . please ! im speechless wif wat was told.friend had encourage me & im thankfull wif tat. wat i want in lyfe i had no answer for it. wat am i feeling now, it has no word to describe.

please teachers ! ! ! !
i fail & i fail my life.
**ps: wat i want now is the best from teachers & also to have back MY rasheedi who can only convince me wif wat im facing now lyke wat he usE to do when i told hym i fail & i fail my life too**

i love my cutestuff babygirl:)

2009-10-16T23:34:00.005+08:00

151009 ! giRl frens outing. was suppose to look for a job tis holiday soo yaa get an interview at dounkin donut at ion shoppiNg mall. . ferstly we were at novena square then headed to orchard. after an interviwe walk to don know where. hahas. walk along the orchard road. superherb girlfren i have. they make my day too:) takin foto non stop. hahahs. headed to youth park to lepak. fuuuuyyoo many hotstuff there. pweeewiit! hahahs:) get boring so headed to coffee club to lepak. the abg abg there was handsome too. hahas. cutestuff:)) soo yarr was there till 9pm then headed back to woodlands. seriously my cutestuff gerls really make my day. laught non stop wif them. i love them seriously.. sooo yarr cutestuff, holiday soon so more outing ! !
i LOVE YOOUU BODO:)

sentosa:)

2009-10-16T23:03:00.004+08:00

101009 ! sentosa:) was freakin great then wat i tot. clans really make my day. i love them i miss my limalimadua clans too but all gone only left those hearted people. morning till nyte they make my day wif smile && laughter. i miss them i miss those kecohrable. hahas. soo yaa reached sentosa ard 2 as usaul pahlawan beach is our destination. reached eat && change. although the six of us but great still. soo yarr the girls were in the sea ferst while boys playing their guitar && smoke. after tat its their turn to jump in && wat idz saw when he step in the water? he saw a fish as big && as long as our whole stretch of our hand. it was dam big. girls as usual shouting. ahahs. after a few minutes we went back in the sea tis tyme round bestfren saw it. as it was just around my leg soo yea i run to qaiyum for help. tot he help but dierr pon penakot laa both pushing each other..wth.. kekekstuff sia:) hours n hours we in the sea playing the monkey game was dam funny && fun. ppl was lookin at us the kecohhrable company. tyme to change at 7pm. change when went back to vivo to get our dinner at longjohn. when to sky park to lepak till 10plus. njoy beb:)) the clans were superherb! picture takin non stop. took 960 home to woodlands. not everyone fell asleep only me, qaiyum & trisyia. sleep lyke wth. too tired :( reached woodland at 11plus nearly 12am && here we called it a day..
i love my 552 clans:))

ada cerita tentang aku dan dia

2009-10-12T15:25:00.008+08:00

hes online ryte nOw same goes to afeeq. they online at the same timing. hahas. laughing out alone:) so yaarr no longer contacting hym. had been nearly a month. i don know why maybe i had change or mabe hym had change. ignoring each other here on msn.-_- yeah as for me all had change & i got a new lyfe. now i realise that he is just a passer by in my lyfe who is here wif me just for a moment.glad to know hym. glad to make hym a special person im my lyfe for sure. start to make hym as a stranger in my lyfe is not easy obviously. start to make hym lyke a FREN is not easy too. but im forcing myself doin it.**grrr* my superman had fly to his new world. the moment knowing hym was superherb. miss the conversation we used to had.the laughter , the tears, the chattering , the jokes he gav & not forgetting hes the one who beside me when im crying the whole nyte. his stories make each of my day. juz cant forget accompany hym thru msging when his is on his 1st day in tekong, his ferst nyte there till his last nyte there & oso when he step in his military course.the tyme when he was down & oso the tyme he cant sleep & will txt each other till both felt asleep. such a long journey i had wif hym. seriously he is the special fren tat i got:) he the only one who understand me more than my fren do. i don know why. miss txting hym till my fone got confiscated in school. such a memorable tyme i had wif this special fren. maybe i could laught in a few years tyme laughin of why tat special someone could become a passer by in my life n not a special someone who could stay here wif me till the day ends. smiling to forget the memory, cryin to get tat special someone. i just love hym . love the sweetest memory tat we got tat no one could even understand why he is the special one:)There’s a love that only you can give, a smile that only your lips can show, a twinkle that can only be seen in your eyes and my life that only you can complete.
You’re one of the people I never asked from God but still, He gave you to me. I asked Him why, He said, “Because he can fill your life like no one else can.”

laughing machine

2009-10-07T23:43:00.005+08:00

out for study today wif all my laughing machine:) was at batrisyia house today. ferstly plan to study but end up watching movie at her crib. only the 4 of us were in the house as if tat is OUR house. hahhas. eat, laugh, talk, all together till nyte. was great to have my laughing machine all day beside me:) wonderful frens. soo yarr i encourage them to watch tis movie as everyone got nothing to do. soo yarr catch up the movie"radit dan jani" a indonesian love movie.that indonesian guy is sooo HOT !wonderful. everyone settle down & catch up as i told them tat the movie was fcuking great for our age:) ferstly bestfren & putri keep on teasing me wif saying wat a movie. " where got sad?" ignore them totally. tyme pass tat fast & its almost 8pm. watching still. putri left the movie halfway but the rest keep on watching & soo yeah i pass ! atlast they cry in the end of the story. told yaa frens this movie was supeeherb ! ! hahahahah! gerek laa oiii:) eveyone must watch tis movie. hahs. && so left batrisyia house at 9pm . prosit to dewan to mit the boys pulak. idz,zack& qaiyum is there. jus for a while . a wonderful talk & gurau2 wif them & then walk home. lookin forward for this sat ! outing to sentosa wif my frens & the 552 clans:) hope will be a wonderful day. goodbye:)
aku sayang kamu bodoh !

raya outing

2009-10-04T01:33:00.005+08:00

what a great day i have wif my click yesterday. raya outing wif them. a total of 13 people. wahh wonderful man ! seriousshit !:) hahs. but then just drop by a few house cox most of the house hav timing && we cant hit wif the timming given. last house was mine. but the actual last house was as but i didnt tag along as it already 12 midnyte & my eyes can even open tat big. all are tired & restless. but overall was dam fcuking fun. njoy. the boys keep on playimg the fire crakers. hahahha. they are soo the CUTEstuff. gerek gerek uhh. sooo tend to plan another raya outing wif them. soon i guess. soo yaaa catch up wif the pics ppl ! i love yoouu guys:)
only some of the pics:)

e.math scolding session

2009-10-01T18:10:00.005+08:00

Gyeahhhhhh ! atlast i done my blog wif my OWN help. no one wana help-_- zeeenng! diff to ask them seriously.wtf ! soo yaa:) no longer privating it,as all done. do catch up my post readers. currently chatting wf zul bleed:) afeeq sleeping .i guess so. ahh today my 1st day of end of year exam. malay paper. its okae laa. quite easy. ends at 12.15pm receive a txt msg from mangoodboi askin hows my paper.thnks for askin man gylerr. && e.math remidial after tat. tot it was a remidial but turns up to be a 1hr scolding session. haaa. i was sleeping when she scolded us. but bestfren & putri wake me up by throwing paper. hahah. im sleepy seriously. 1hr of scolding session tat make me & bestfren crack the silence by burst out laughin when she scolded us in a scarstice way. "are yoouu guys still in the ice age year" haha. tats came out from her mouth when we change our equal sign to arrow. wth. then when came to go thru the decimals point some classmate put "0000000000" & it was dam alot. wat she sae was " u ppl ting teacher go free tyme to count ur zero uuhh? now everyone count how many zero is here" "think wat eu guys are playing monopoly isit?" bestfren & i was laughing non stop behind.lols seriously. everyone don dare laughing. but only the 3 of us. putri,bestfren & me.frencis,tenghui was laughin in silence.hahah. her scolding was dam scarstice & dam funny. kekek stuff:)
& thank god clock tick tat fast & it ends.fuuuyooo. last word she sae before she walked out was "HAPPY CHILDREN'S DAY" tat make me n others cannot tahan n laugh our heart out loudly. goossshhh. seriously the scolding session was fun doh !

here the trouble come !

2009-09-28T23:18:00.002+08:00

posting a new post before my end year exam. firstly i apologise too those readers who are trying to blog hopin my blog but cant as im privating my blog. there some reason. but nah will unprivate it soon laa kae. soo yarr thos thurs end of year paper started. && now im revising. not lyke hell. revise for the sake of revising. && i don know how am i gona sit for my end year. my motivator gone. nah let it be:) sulaiman keep on askin me to cho-ing for my exam. tats kind of hym. thanks fren. hehs. soo neh, i had jux finish revising my DNT for my mock exam 2moro n e.math. gona revise soon soon . . hehs. gona goin to bed late today. panda eyes soon. as my eyes is oready swollen. eeyyO ! hahs. && ooo yar yar. i was blog hopin jux now & i came across too thisbloody fucker feller blog. read it wif anger*ofcourse* && i know everytin now. puuuikkk sama luu laa doh ! mcm nk ikat jer dier kat pokok uhh. anger of tears roll too. ahhhhh. mati larr ehhh. fcuk ! hmm. okok tats it for today. exam comin leyyy. e.math & dnt mock exam 2moro. weds, physics. n thurs here the end year. im doin my best peepz. thanks to those had encourage me. I LOVE YOOUU GUYS LOTSS:)

hopin tats not true

2009-09-27T16:19:00.004+08:00

spent my whole nyte seaching for a wonderful blogskin. non of it up to my expectation. haiss. && atlast i got this but this is jux a random pick. dewi set it up for me. && it is still not done yet.-_-
soo yarr was up late today at 12pm. do some housework helpin mom.hehs. && online afta tat. so here im now. soo yaa was checking out my facebook jus now & seriously my mood down in a suddden. tat pic make my tears drop. oouuuh ! im hoping tat,tat pic is jux a pic & tats not true. if it were to be true, i really cant accept it at all. maybe if it were to be true & tats my ans to the question tat had been up all along in my mind. but surely im still not sastisfied wif it.& now my mind cant shut up.it keep on asking question tat im not suppose to know.i jus feel tat something is not right here. but wat is it? grrrrr. i need my frens now to talk & cheer me up. im lost wif the world of "LOVE" . maybe tat soul is not for me, but... arrrgghh. idk now. im lost.im speachless. only tears would told how im feeling ryte now. commom sha ! wakeup from daydreaming. everyting i did today go haywire. i cant even absord wat am i revising jux now. only bestfren could cheer me up. but shes away ! i need my BESTFREN right now ! onlyher can make my laughter grow other than at soul:(
im hoping tat is not true !