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Sunday, April 25, 2010 @ 6:02 PM
it end here & im not turning back again  sometimes things happen to you tat may seems horrible , painful & unfair at first. everything happen for a reasons. Nothings happen by chance or by means of goodluck. times really means alot. someone hurts you,lies to youu, betray youu. but still u forgave them for they help you learn & realise the importance of life. i have to let youu go for u to built ur happiness. its okay for me to get hurts once again as long as ur happy & im happy for youu. idk whyy im soo sturbborn keep on waiting for youuu. ure my daily topic to my frens. i keep on waiting for ur txt & calls everynyte since u did call me tat day. but u didnt turn up. instead im keep waiting each nyte tat came & pass.im not gaving up. keep gaving you chances. but u don even realise tat u are making me like a no life toys. cameback when theres no girls out there u can contact. as maybe for me tyme makes ppl change tat can make them realise tat at times they did hurt others. im not regret in waiting for you. im not regret loving you. im not regret gaving u wat u wants a times. im not regret answering all those late nytes calls. im not regret making frens wif u. im not regret giving u chances. im not regret leaving the person i love just for u & im not even regrets for once crying for you. but i regret for not taking care of you. now tat u asking me to go for other guy as u are such a fcuking person? tas ur reason of leaving me. but im still enduring it. im trying to give in wif youu. but u don let me too. when u came, im trying to behave.im trying my best to end those call without qurral. i just wish to start a new wif youu.im happy like the earth is mine when u came back & i know tat my wish hav came true. but u didn't change even a little.wat u manage to say is tat ure not for me.u just don even understand me instead u says the negative to me. everything u point it to me. now tat i hav decide to stop loving youu. im trying myself to forget u. as if we hav not met before. im deleting our pictures. ur numbers so tat nothing reminicise me of you. those girls tat u have love before are such a lucky one to have youu. if i were to be urs maybe i could label myself as a lucky person in the earth. now tat i know tat i have make a such a big mistake of not taking care of u in the first palce we met each others. now im starting to miss youu. im starting too miss ur voice. strating to miss hearing u saying "i love you" starting to miss the first tyme when we holds hand . in life people have to let go someone they love. & now i letting you go. soo please don ever came back like u use to. & its like more then onces u came & go as u wish. & im here waiting like an idiot. as im not goin to bother u again & im not going to gives u chances again. stop contacting me. if this ure wishing for. i have to let you go although i LOVE yoouu AFEEQ. i just one thing from u. realise this tat someone do love you. the last post. if youu were reading this afeeq, i hope u know how much I LOVE YOOUU. & how much i have done just to make u happy my dear<3 Labels: love is blind |