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Friday, October 30, 2009 @ 8:19 PM
fail !!!!!!!!
my day came from bad to worst. report book been hold back. parents needa to came down mitting my vp to collect it. seriously im fed up wif tat. i don bother abot dad mitting my vp but wat i want is to see my report card & to be promoted. skol end & i was sitting in class don know wat i shld do next. putri the only one who came & approach me asking am i ok? she know wat am i feeling. tears start to roll but i hold it back. took my bag & juz left skol jus lyke tat after being dismiss. bestfren & teacher keep on calling me to know where am i as they wana talk to me.i don bother to pick up or even reply to all messages. im totally don know wat am i thinking. laughter change to anger and anger change to tears.yea i know i treat those around me harshly jus now. the worst is bestfren who were with me to witness me fail to achieve wat i want. im just too jelous wif everyone who goin home hooraay hooray with their result while me?...... reached home seeing my dad face i don know wat shld i say to hym. arrrggghh im too stress ! sis told tat i behave differently lately & i know. treating ppl harshly is wat i did. i don know why.im thinking to much but i don know wat am i thinking seriously. i really wish rasheedi could be here wif me ryte now. its true tat wat rash used to say "you are getting wat u deserve nothing" .
&& wat i want now is to get back my report card & to be promoted.. please teachers ! im gona do the best ! i cant describe wat am feeling ryte now ! ooohhh please !
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