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Sunday, September 27, 2009 @ 4:19 PM
hopin tats not true

spent my whole nyte seaching for a wonderful blogskin. non of it up to my expectation. haiss. && atlast i got this but this is jux a random pick. dewi set it up for me. && it is still not done yet.-_- soo yarr was up late today at 12pm. do some housework helpin mom.hehs. && online afta tat. so here im now. soo yaa was checking out my facebook jus now & seriously my mood down in a suddden. tat pic make my tears drop. oouuuh ! im hoping tat,tat pic is jux a pic & tats not true. if it were to be true, i really cant accept it at all. maybe if it were to be true & tats my ans to the question tat had been up all along in my mind. but surely im still not sastisfied wif it.& now my mind cant shut up.it keep on asking question tat im not suppose to know.i jus feel tat something is not right here. but wat is it? grrrrr. i need my frens now to talk & cheer me up. im lost wif the world of "LOVE" . maybe tat soul is not for me, but... arrrgghh. idk now. im lost.im speachless. only tears would told how im feeling ryte now. commom sha ! wakeup from daydreaming. everyting i did today go haywire. i cant even absord wat am i revising jux now. only bestfren could cheer me up. but shes away ! i need my BESTFREN right now ! onlyher can make my laughter grow other than at soul:( im hoping tat is not true !
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