OOOOuuhhhhh ! its nearly 3.30am n im still wide awake.currently chatting wif nass n zack.thank god they are still awake.ader kwn jgk.hahas! sooo yaa suddenly i miss this one guy. AFIQ ZAINI . !usually at this fcuking tyme im on the phone wif hym.talk abot a few hours as if theres no tomorrow.hahas! seriously i miss talking wif hym.oouuhh no ! afiq ! nah let it be.let hym go whre he wana go.as yesh true enuf tat im enuf wif hym.fcuk fcuk to love~ ! n yea im over hym oreadi.its over shak ! hahahs! but nah his burday comin soon.nxt mth ! haha ! but thank god at least i got a nyte stand wif hym at chalet b4 all this shit happen. star gazing ryte bby? hehs! i miss hearing his name fiiq-behy-asl[!] cute kn?haha ! gona try not to wash away the memory wif hym on ma mind but then i shld to wash away HYM from ma mind .okay guys enuf memory wif hym.shld not waste anymore tears on hym. tat all abot hym. miss hym? yesh but not as strong as last tyme. devoted? ouuhh. no longer ! erms.maybe he would miss me lyke i used to miss hym. mayb he would wish im there wif hym lyke how i wish he would be here wif me n maybe he would sae "i love yoouu" n tats when i won sae "i love yoouu tOO"