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Tuesday, March 31, 2009 @ 7:11 PM
is tis my life should be ?  MyHotComments haiss ! went t0 sk0l..planned not to go t0 sk0l but then got noting at h0me soo yaa..learnt n0ting in skol today ! haiss..g0t n0 mood f0r skol really after wat happened t0 me yeshterday ! ooo g0sh ! so after skol spent tyme in skol for a while wif my clans n then headed h0me after received called from dad ..erms..so was doin my own stuff every lesson except f0r math ..was reading newspaper during ss lesson, drawing during chemistry n was half dead during english but then today i got to see my favourite teacher,mr flavian more then ii usually do ! hahahas ! ..soo yaa ! no moods really ! ermms ! as f0r me i can only smile when im surrounded wif my frenz ! i c0uld even laugh wif them..but theres a big probs behind all those smile ..:( really upset yeshterday. only me ,myself know wat happen n not forgetting rasheedi ..hes the one wh0 coax me the whole nyte thru ..after heard some opinion fr0m hym,i tend to cool down sl0wly..;(( haiss ! thank god he was there when i need s0meone t0 talk too..wat im facing yeshterday ,he had face it bef0re ..so yaa he share s0me of his stories too to make myself cool .:) was alone all day long in my room yeshterday ! nvr eat n stuff. . i tink ii shld jux keep my probs to myself as i does not want any of my frenz t0 know..mayb if ii t0ld them i could make them difficult by hearing to all my probs ..haiss..so its okae ..it was my worst day yeshterday..:"( so 28 april? how will ii end up my day lyke? is there will b a smile on my face on tat day ? or wat? haiss.. i dun know ..jux wait n see ! :( there more problem coming in my life..n hav to face it one after an0ther ! and ii guess i had took the wrong path for my life ! ! ! arrggghhh ! ! cant it stop ? ? nah mayb tis is wat ppl called life .. haiss ! my life is really imperfact n incomplete ! sucks ! wat a life ! haiss !im just trying to laugh my heart, dance in the rain, cherish the m0ment, ignore the pain ..Live,Laugh,Love,forgave n f0rget.hiass ..lifes too sh0rt for me to be living wif regrets :( i shld jux move on every day tat came n pass..not to keep myself feels tat im a looser all the way ! for real NO !as i tink g0d grant me the serenity to accept the tings i cann0t change,the c0urage to change the tings i can n the wisd0m to kn0w the difference..haiss so today i try my best to spent tyme wif my family especially my dad n m0m t0 make myself cheer up ..:) n now i dun know wat t0 d0 ..tink of tat idiot aarrgghh ! i can easily cry ! fcuk laa ! sucks in love !soo im jux gona wait a msg fr0m rasheedi soon as he wan accompny me t0nyte again ..mayb laa if hes n0t tired ! soo yaa till here then ! got noo mood reallie ! ! ! ! !:'(  MyHotComments my life totally sucks ! its imperfact ! its w0rst !:( |